I’m so upset. My therapist/case manager actually asked me if I was honest with her about stuff. She had to know that would trigger me. I contacted later in the week via email about whether she liked me or not. She said over the phone that she had nothing but positive thing to say about me which triggered even more think that she thought I was faking disability.
When I saw my new doctor last cause my old one quit in the waiting room I specifically heard the receptionist tell somebody over the phone the my new doctor was booked till mid June. When I went into his office the voice of God told me to tell him that heard that. Then he looked at my check in sheet and saw that I was struggling (like usual) with focus. Then he said “well that’s what we are treating you for isn’t it?”. Then I said yes and scitzoaffective and chronic depression. He kinda made a face. Didn’t talk to me the entire appointment just finished with prescriptions on the computer that actually I just found out never were received. I have all the meds I need thank God. Then he wrote me threw month pro dated prescription for Adderall. I sensed hostility so I said that I may have mis heard the receptionist and he looked at me for the first time really in the eye, and said “yeah, that’s baloney”. He must have saw the hurt expression on my face because then he stood up and smiled like were done here. He didn’t tell when are next appointment should be scheduled so I remained seated and asked when we should schedule it. He said uuummm 6 weeks?. I said ok and left.
I have Medicaid/Medicare so I cant keep shopping around for doctors/case managers till I find one that’s right. All I can think of is my very first doctor wrote nasty things about me and people read it and make false assumptions from there only adding to the problem as we go. All the inpatient doctors and social workers I have good relationships with. I don’t get. I’m scared and really just want to take my next check and leave the country.
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Geee I should be flattered you actually drew a picture for me. But somehow I’m not.
No correction I am. Maybe I’m being too sensitive.
@lagoonlovely, I 'm sorry you go through this. Just take your meds and don’t pay attention to stupid doctors, some only care for money, they are not right people.
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sorry I have works to…so yea…you know…
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