A lot of fear of going back to those places within my head. I wasn’t a good person when I was sick
Of course one of my auditory is crowds of voices picking me apart, judging and telling me how everything I do is wrong.
When it gets bad, they turn topic to suicide.
Part of me feels, a little fear of those broken and twisted places can be rational, and healthy. Keeps me motivated to keep up with my meds and mental help tools
yes, I don’t like to feel out of control and I don’t like surprises and I want to be able to trust myself and feel safe.
My psychosis can get scary. Also I’m deathly afraid of mania. The aftermath of that is devastating.
Not being able to trust your own mind is scary. Once you’ve experienced that, you’re never quite the same again.
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