Yes. Very much so. What my numerous hospitalizations taught me is that I can be nasty as well. I hate the phrase “good guys finish last”, to me it just means that we die after everybody is gone…
Yes, and I still think I am probably much more now due to sz. I got diagnosed with Asperger’s (inpatient paperwork?) but they said I didn’t have it afterwards. I guess schizophrenia makes way more sense now. I used to view myself as an aspie, but probably lacked insight for a while (years).
Idk. I always look at myself as kinda practical and not overly deluded about my situation. I have a small life though so there’s probably a lot I’m naive about. A lot of my problems come from the fact I’m so disconnected and unaffected. I feel I’ve gotten decent over the years of taking care of myself and not getting taken advantage of. My thing is lack of touch to reality. If you wanna call that naive maybe it is, but on the other hand they’re naive about me.
No. Every time I’ve bought a bridge from someone they have always complimented me on my wise and sophisticated judgement. So, I have to go based on their honest opinions of me, cause they wouldnt lie.
In terms of schizophrenia I was naïve to believe my delusions. I don’t think I’m naïve. But somehow I think addiction has to play with what would seem to be naïve with me.