Do you think I am annoying?

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I must be annoying you guys lol. I mean I keep complaining about my symptoms and you tell me I should take meds and I say no.
No, I may not be possessed like people in horror movies but I am beginning to show signs. Apathy, laughing at horrible events, wanting to hurt myself for no reason other than the thought being planted in my head.
I am only 18 years old, I shouldn’t be living my life like this. But the voices, they are getting louder. It was a man shouting at me last night but I can’t remember what he said. Something nasty no doubt.
Anyway, apologies for the depressing posts.
This is not the person I ever wanted to turn into.

Much love to you all, you are the nicest online group of people I have ever met :cry::two_hearts::revolving_hearts:

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Do not apologise. We’re here to support each other and tough times included. You are far from annoying btw,… I value your posts and keep posting :smiley:

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Do you find me annoying @Jesspresso

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People on this site usually have persistent problems. If you need to talk, then talk. One thing I think you should do is start to think where you’ll be five years from now, when you’re 23, and then think where you’ll be ten years from now, when you’re 28. Time will pass quicker than you think. What do you want out of life?

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Ish u are good to me…!!!

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U are good jessy…

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Wait what’s the difference between no and nope

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It’s annoying. Also stupid as you will permanently damage your mind if you keep this up. Your condition is VERY treatable, or would be if you were to stop behaving like a small child.

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That’s what I was just wondering. :thinking: At any rate, I enjoy your posts, Ish. It’s fun to see your art work. :slightly_smiling_face:

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You’re not annoying me, Jesspresso. Please keep posting. :slight_smile: Thing is, please listen to/work with your mental health team, too. Follow doctor’s orders. :face_with_monocle:

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There are no little girls here.

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You don’t have any reason to apologize at all and you are not annoying. Everybody like you here. :slightly_smiling_face::two_hearts:

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No, I’m not annoyed,

But I do feel like your posts are telling a story.

I think maybe you are googling things that are upsetting you and you can’t get those things out of your mind,

Now you’re developing symptoms based on that.

Your doctor is telling you that you are not as ill as you think you are,

And that is possible.

Maybe you’re just focusing too much on developing symptoms.

Its easy to do when it weighs you down like this, but you have to start resisting.

Looking up weird stuff sends me straight into panic, then it takes days to get back to my comfortable norm, which is still pretty crazy.

I don’t know…I could be totally wrong.

Everyone here is struggling too,

And no one is judging.

Keep posting, we care about you and are not annoyed.

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I’m always annoyed. I will eventually acclimatize I suppose.

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Thanks for all the replies, I will take this into consideration :slight_smile:

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Do you think I am annoying?

No

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IMG_5062You have no power hereeeee

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I don’t think you’re annoying I think you’re struggling like we all have at some point. I don’t think there’s anyone on here that just happily went on meds no fear one day with no questions fully accepting they were ill and then never had any problems with said meds and are still on them today. If so they are the absolute ideal patient and I’m sure their pdoc and mental health staff adore them lol.

It’s a constant battle. I think it’s normal to be scared of antipsychotics. They are powerful medications that can be deeply unpleasant to be on, despite the many benefits they can have.

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