Mine comes and go. I choose music as hobby/side gig because it’s the only thing that I picture myself doing with 80+ years old.
Sometimes I just don’t have a purpose in life, not that it’s depressive by itself, but sometimes it is.
I also don’t want to waste my “younger” years.
Do you have something to live for?
The purpose of life is to live a life get old and die
I don’t really dwell on it. I guess my purpose is to keep working until I retire and then find stuff to occupy my mind.
Btw I think it’s fine to not have anything. I sometimes don’t have any concrete purpose for living.
Don’t you have a hint of the stuff you want to do when you retire?
Not at the moment. I guess I should put some thought into it, it seems so far away though.
I have severe SI
So yes I defined my purpose in life to finish out life with my partner and dogs.
We both made a pact on surviving as long as we can. But if one of us goes. We have to survive to take care of our dogs that are only 1 and 2 years old.
My partner just had a ct scan with a nodule 2mm and I instantly started having SI and planning
But having purpose can be anything to keep you going. Living to see what happens in the future can be a purpose. Not for me but maybe someone else.
What’s SI?
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I feel I’m on a special mission to achieve as a purpose to forfill from our universe
What’s SI? You got great stuff to live for. I hope someday to find meaning like you do.
Living to see the technological advances sounds like a plan as well 
I don’t want to trigger others but it’s suic**** ideation. I have it severely
Pedro… you will get there. I’m sure of it 
Yeah ok. Take care man. For everyone at your charge…
You know someone said the world is a stage and each of us plays a part
That’s true Pedro. As Shakespeare said: “to be. or not to be. That is the question.” 
The world is a stage was also from Shakespeare.
I think it truly is a stage. I wish we could choose our own characters
Oh, sorry to hear that. What do the doctors tell you to do about it?
You think so? I find max rolling my halfling bard is exceptionally tedious after a while…
But it’s true. The game is a different one tho…
Philosophy I guess… and music… And working out. In that order. I honestly hate my job it’s strictly to pay bills. Too bad all of my passions don’t pay ■■■■ til you make it big.
I agree with that dude! I guess we’re all fighting for the role of the drunken madman 