No, not fully. I guess. It’s hard to explain. I have delusions about hidden cameras watching me all the time, where “they” are trying to frame me for a crime. I totally realize that that is ridiculous, yet I can’t stop feeling paranoid about the hidden cameras.
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You don’t sort them into credible, non-credible, and unable to verify?
Why is this influenced by whether or not you are on medication?
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No, but I can get tricked by my mind sometimes
At the time, i will entertain my delusions, and ive been known to be “off on one” for a week or so. But somehow, i always know im ill, and after dosing up - and a good sleep - i know what an absolute load of rubbish it is.
Last Delusion i had, i reckoned i was the hacker group anonymous - and sent all manner of grandiose texts to my CPN lol.
He knew i was ill, before i did. Its likely my jabs gonna be increased on october 19th - cos i do have blank spots when the jab is running low.
Part of the reason i stay isolated. Ive had “episodes” in public before - and it never ends well. Usually people taking the piss.
Meds are nr.1 for me… I feel like I am almost “normal”
But I still have paranoia sometimes. I am very suspicious of other people.
But it’s not as bad as it was. For a long time I don’t feel like extremely popular, or that my country police is after me. No thoughts of being a God/godess also.
I truly understand almost everything what is happening, but I have unwanted thoughts. And paranoia.
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