Do you ever feel like you're a bad person?

[Truemist8]

I do not believe in eternal guilt trips.

My god is not like that.
Far from.

I do not belong to any religion I know of.

Don’t digg hell concept etc

The book path to love by Deepak chopra had some really beautiful writings in it but that was years ago I read so do not know how it would be now so I hope to read it again.

I think people invented some religions to get power of people.

It was even proven that the bible was rewritten to suit the laws they wanted.

The discovery channel and history channel and animal planet are good channels and hallmark too.
I would pay to have them but my man downloads series for us to watch.
We are watching sopranos now.

I love a politician (platonically)I heard myself say years ago and it’s a bit taboo or strange cause on this level of consciousness I know nothing about it and my mum would be against it and would I?

I am bad because I do not satisfy my man sexually.
He does not get release and satisfaction so I think.
He has even faked orgasms to “get it over with”?
He is still erect but it does not come but that could be due to nerve damage.
I want to get silicon tits for him but can not afford it and he would not pay and is a cigarette smoker.

I do not want him going elsewhere to “get off” .
He does have woman seduce him and has at least one woman seemingly obsessed with him and wants him to be hers but he encourages her by chatting to her.
I hope he does not sex chat with anyone else or even wa## to someone else as I see that as cheating.

I want us to be faithful and I love his cuddles and smell etc

I miss a funny friend I had as we may of had same or similar humour.
I laughed yesterday which was nice.
I laughed several times all by myself because my boyfriend and I have different humour I think.
I do not laugh often so that is great.

I hope my family is not embarrassed of me but could be proud even.

There is a guy who humiliated me that I would still see as a friend.
Perhaps I am forgiving.
Maybe he is funny is that why .
Golly knowzzz.

I want to spend the rest of my life with my man and pray he is satisfied and pleased with me and will not go elsewhere .
Maybe he could want to marry me even despite that I may not relieve him and extrasize him and leave him content? like I want to .

I pray he will be faithful and loyal despite my imperfections.

I can be a bad person .
I think I can be a coward which is said to be ugly like George running from the fire …
I have been brave but only with some things I think.

My humour can be as it can be but I do not think that makes me a bad person.

[Truemist8]

I could of killed my son many years ago but I believe in miracles and great technology that saved him and that I gave him to a woman I trust to raise him(not the father as such).

I do not feel guilty because I know myself and my family were as they were…

[cdwithdcs]

Same. Since I believe I’m world-famous, I feel like I have to be good, or else everyone in the world will know and be angry at me.

[Azley]

No one does man…

I think that existence is so dissatisfying that a lot of folk develop mental dis-congruity with life… then some of us have the mental faculties that are capable of sustaining psychosis… we literally do it to ourselves… but it’s because life does not appropriately challenge (nor reward us)…

However it is just a genetic thing and a legitimate illness…

Would you think a paraplegic should feel like a bad person just because he lost the use of his legs?.. obviously no right?

[mermaid1]

All of us here have gone through the same stuff. I was world famous too at one point

Also really sensitive to others’ judgement. I try to stay away from people.

[Anna]

When I’m depressed my self esteem goes to crap. A lot of times I feel like an absolutely crappy person because of the stuff I do with the demons. I feel like I should be stronger and more capable of fighting them.

I think we already have so much on our plate we shouldn’t try to add self hate to that.

[anon1517417]

I can get pretty preoccupied with myself because of my mental health. It’s all-consuming and it can make me a little thoughtless when it comes to other people. I don’t think it makes me a bad person, but it doesn’t really make me a good person either.