Do you belive in eternity?

Do you belive in an afterlife? Do you belive in a God or something like that. I dont. I function better when I dont belive in god, than when I did. I do know some find relief and comfort in religion. For me it turns into nightmares. I find the concept of an all knowing god scary, and do not want “god” to know what I think about everything. When you think about it, religion is the ultimate paranoid delusion if you can’t handle it.

I’m scared of what is out there