The nurse today said to me. Oh I dont know how you live with scizophrenia and I got shitty cause I dont believe I have it. Hmp
Why do you think you don’t have it?
Well I became preoccupied with people following me and out to harm me. Totally didnt think I had some kind of mental illness.
Ä° used to think that i m not ill but after treatment i realise that i m sick because with treatment i understand what is to be feeling normal.
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I personally feel it is demon possession or attachment and there are psychologists out there that agree but I’m not catholic and have no intention of being exorcised. The meds help sometimes. And mine is more positive or at least amusing voices when I medicate
When I was hospitalized for 8 months in my twenties, someone suggested something was wrong with me. I wasn’t sure what they were getting at but now looking back 30 years later I kind of understand a little of what they might have meant.
It’s so weird that I did not question wat was going on with me for months, I just assumed spirits!
N wen I got landed in hospital I didn’t even reflect at all on wat happened it went away in hospital and I was just like phew. Then wen I went in again and I got medicated I suddenly thought wow wat on earth is this actually about and have wondered ever since
I’m coherent. My worries are actually real. I see people on the ward and I’m nothing like them. I think they’ve made a big mistake. I had a flatmate with sz and he was off the walls. I guess I just dont see why my brain would do this to me 
It was the opposite with me. I was severely depressed and very suicidal and that’s all that the pdoc’s saw. They couldn’t see that I was also paranoid out of my mind as well. I had to describe it to them and complain very loudly about it repeatedly to get their attention. One nurse told me that I was “practically begging for Haldol”.
Do u mind me asking wat were the reasons they diagnosed u in the first place.
If they diagnosed u, u mist likely are
Lol! You’re not possessed! Trust me, everyone would know and it’s completely different. Besides you don’t have to be catholic, it’s just associated with Catholicism.
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