Because sometimes I scan our posts and wonder “Why are you even thinking about that.” But then, I could wonder that about myself, too.
I can’t control it at all, my emotions are out of control lately but as I come off the meds they get leveller and leveller. I probably come off as being angsty and negative at times. I’m beginning to realize that those are thought distortions from the disorder.
In college, my mind was censored a lot. Then I lost my virginity and got dumped, and my dam busted open. Like Pandora’s box, all these evils flooded in, repressed stuff since birth. Nowadays, I don’t censor a damn thing.
Interesting thread…
I can relate to that. I had a lot of trouble in college. One pdoc thought I wasn’t mature enough at the time and should have waited to go there.
I always take the assumption that everything I do is correct.
Then you don’t believe that everyone is a sinner in some respect?
Correct.
That is correct.
Confidence is key.
I had a very brief sex experience at 20. Not diagnosed till 24. Not interested in sex much at all at 51 now. Just good friends.
I think your question is very deep Chordy.
I can give my opinion - no we don’t have much choice which thoughts pop into our heads.
I don’t try to censor anymore. It’d be like controlling my dreams, which I’ve never done.
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