I’m interested to see if any others dislike or can not handle mirrors. I nearly broke one last night I know people can see me through them. They’ve been watching me through the mirror in my living room my whole life now and I didn’t realize it. Maybe you don’t experience the same thing but do mirrors freak you out too?
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Not in this way but I was thinking that I’m ugly so I was not fond of mirrors also had the feeling of shrinking to my body , that was not nice too.
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I hate mirrors but not for the same reason as you. I don’t recognize myself in mirrors and am uncomfortable with my reflection. It’s hard for me to come to terms with what is supposed to be me. When I see that image, either in mirrors or photos, it feels wrong and confusing and I don’t like it…
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Also dislike mirrors…I watched a shadow monster…kiss my check and disappear…mirrors are not fun to look at…
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I sometimes don’t like mirrors because I’m afraid I’ll see something behind me in the mirror.
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They are watching me through the mirrors, the TV’s, the car, the computer. They have camera’s set up at my school, the Starbucks I go to and I even have a camera in my eye. They have been studying me and watching me for about 13ish years but I only found out a year and a half ago. That was my first psychotic break. The mirrors are just one way they are watching me. There is no escaping it. I wish they would leave me alone.
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What about that microphone in your tooth and ear? that way they can see out your eyes, hear what you say and hear.
hmmmmmmm?
I got hospitalized for saying this to my pdoc around 2006. uh huh.
Mirrors. well, they have them people living in them who look out at me, and they can enter and exit a room through them.
Doesn’t bother me as much, guess I made peace with them, considering there isn’t much I can do about it.
Try holding two bits of a broken mirror at a 45 degree angle and tell me if you see those beings that would make the star wars bar scene look okay.
I can’t tell you how many different events unfolded while staring into 2 broken bits of a mirror, ranging from dead peoples lives projecting out movie like, some pretty unusual (?) um, “meetings”, a ‘Sony’ brand night vision low lux box camera I never could figure out just where it actually was located…but I wrote down the words around the lens/lights and looked it up…this was in (?) 2003.
Yes I not only got a 72 hour hold for saying this to my pdoc, but I also lost my 72 hr hearing before a judge and had to spend an extra 2 weeks in that hospital.
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Ya, I am pretty delusional. No question about it @Csummers!!
BTW I DO have microphones in my ears so they can hear what I am saying. I have equipment in my brain and body so they can communicate with me and monitor me as well. It’s Ok though! because I set ‘myself’ up for all this ■■■■ and had my ‘colleagues’ wipe my memory so that they could study me unbeknownst to me. Oh ya. All that and more, haha. When I am not on ‘this’ side of the study, I am a brain researcher who happens to also be Savior of the world. Actually I teach people to save themselves and each other. Not exactly a Christ-like Savior but I am an Atheist so that would never work…
What-ever works for you.
You must feel like you’re on the home stretch?
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eh…I dunno. My meds take away a lot of the paranoia but the ■■■■■■■ delusion just hangs on. It’s annoying. Nothing ever comes to fruition. Example: I am a trillionaire (Yes T not B) but I never see the money. I supposedly can speak all languages but I can only speak English. "they’ tell me all this ■■■■ but I see no evidence. It’s ■■■■■■■ annoying. I wish they would just quit inserting the thoughts.
ergo I need to be patient with my meds while my delusion goes away slowly. Thank fake God for my patient therapist. he’s a gem.
I also dislike mirrors. The litmus test was when I was pre DX and I was visiting my cousin, he is interesting himself, and I was up in his room and he had a mirror leaning against the wall so I got up and turned it around. He and his friend looked at me funny. Never told anyone about this. I don’t know I have this demonic association with mirrors. Even now my mirror time is kept to a minimum.
I See mirror when i am alone …!!! I am sacred with my image too …!!
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I can only wonder what the mirror thinks of you.
that’s why you’re the sexiest man alive.
I absolutely despise mirrors, I refuse to have them anywhere near where I live, bar one small mirror in the bathroom which my dad uses. I just avoid that one.
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When i did acid i had many minutes of “staring into the depths of my soul” through my enlarged pupils at a mirror. Im done looking at mirrors they creep me out
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Awhile back I believed I had another personality. Not only that, but I believed the other personality was the ‘primary’ personality and ‘I’ was the dissociated personality. I stared in the mirror, at my own eyes, for 45" at a time trying to ‘merge’ personalities. That was about a year ago. As it turns out, there is only one of me in here. I am still a bat shyt crazy ,delusional, nutter butter but I only have one personality.
Yes I greatly dislike mirrors…in highschool I thought this evil angel who was one of the ones that controlled my life had taken up space in my face and I always saw him there when I looked…that half of my face would contort and become twisted and cruel or frightening…
And then my senior year I became obsessed with the idea that if I didn’t watch my mirror my reflection would come out and kill me…any noise made me check, and I could never sleep facing it as that was inviting death…I did eventually overcome that…I remember at the time my parents were excited because they had bought a new mirror for my room they thought I’d like…I was appalled and refused to let them put it in my room, as one mirror was bad enough…
I still see myself warp in mirrors so I don’t really trust them.
I don’t like mirrors much either. I’m afraid I’ll either see some thing behind me or that my face isn’t my own anymore. That’s a thing I’m massively paranoid about.
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Although my face remains my own, I tend to see it greatly disfigured and mutilated, I have seen the decay and rot that is inside of me. By avoiding mirrors, at least it is limited to my limbs and extremities that I can see at the time.
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