I have taken a oath with self,
I am not gonna disclose to any one other than here.
General population goes like,
"Birds of a feather, flock together. "
“Hang around a Barber shop long enough, you will definitely get a hair cut.”
I have come over with the above quotes.
I don’t want people surrounding me to know, that I am weak.
So I don’t pull them Down along with me.
Who every I have said it to, either they don’t respect my opinions or they are long gone.
Even my psychologist never understood me.
But yes psychiatrist do.
Even one of the docs I visited long ago said not to let people know about my condition.
One of my friend revealed some thing to me how smart he is. I felt the shock and wondered how wonderful his brain was, more than getting angry on him. Oh man brain is really a beauty.
The extend that some good brain functions.
They are really a gift from above.
I am so jealous of every ones brains.
I am selfish, I wanna experience every little moment.
Even a plant, that has its own experience.
One thing that hits me is this quote,
“Anyone can feel good, when there bills are paid,
But the real challenge is when you get knocked down”
Sorry, if I got off the topic.