I always felt like the victim in school. From the peers, and even more so the professor. They wanted to see me fail, especially the professor. They chased me out of the class and bullied me. Because I’m mentally ill I figure? What else? But at my new school they wanna see me SUCCEED. It’s the complete opposite. A change of climate. I think I picked the right school.
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I am glad your new school is working out for you, but for some reason I thought you were older? Were you picked on for being more mature than they were?
I’m 26 so last time I was in school I was 24 so not that old. And I was picked on a lot from 20-24 whenever I tried going back to school.
Oh that’s good that you kept trying and succeeded!
How long will you be there for do you think?
Well I’m a junior but Only am a part time student. Next quarter I’ll be a 3/4 time student. Because I’m in disability access services so you can chop 16 credits into 12 which is what I’ll do. So probably graduate circa 2018-2019 
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Awesome. Must be nice to know what you’re doing for the next three years
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that’s good @chew
while walking outside my middle school during a winter day, I was tackled to the cold ground by some tall random high schooler. some young lady who was with him then started laughing at me. I was scared but I tackled him back, which was pretty stupid because his friends joined him.
I got nearly beaten up, 2 more times; all during my years in school. high school didn’t change anything.
I was diagnosed with paranoid sz, after my first year of college. not much of a surprise.
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That’s messed up I’m sorry that happened to you @Prince_Boring
I once let this kid beat me up cuz I threw a football at his face. I didn’t fight back and well we were in the snow so it didn’t hurt, was just cold when he beat me up. And I felt I deserved it. Then he bragged for a year that he beat me up.
Sometimes I feel if you’re similar sizes, the one with more will to win the fight will always win. But if you get triple teamed it’s impossible to win regardless of your will. But will is 50% of a fight. I didn’t have the will to win that fight with that kid.
So you’re staying in?
For some reason I remember you saying it wasn’t right for you.
So which is it?
I’m glad you like it
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I’ve never actually gotten hurt, because I’m a pretty good runner. but actually getting beaten up must’ve been quite bad.
that story reminds me of another time I almost got beaten up, and I probably should have. I was in a homeless shelter where people would put chairs in the shower. But people used chairs to sleep.
One night, I was sleepy but there was no chair. So I started pulling shower curtains to see if there was any chair in them. I wasn’t really paying attention to whether or not a shower was on or if anyone was in a shower.
But when I pulled the shower curtain in one shower, there was a man showering in it. He was very mad, because he was in the middle of taking a shower and I just opened the curtains on him. He shouted, cursed, got very very angry, threatened to thrash and beat me up. but he didn’t do anything. maybe because he saw the astonished look on my face and realized that my actions were accidental.
during church day, I overcame my sz for a while and went to apologize to him. but he shouted that he never wanted to see my face again. he and his friends called me gay. I don’t blame him…
I remember when I was four years old I think I spoke four languages n when I then got another teacher she hated me as she only spoke one language and I corrected her sometimes.
I think a big group of them decided to disable me cause I had probably already done uni n was working other bodies even as baby.
I remember having a male teacher but I was probably the real teacher all of them were in my crowns but I was t in my own crowns.
I was forgiving.
When my mums spirit of my spirit left i developed apathy deep horrid stuff.
Going to school was torment n I was in such heavy agony really.
Then I wagged a lot.
Also I stopped being in my body n I think I did it to survive.
I made it one year through in college with my body n got good top marks in some subjects but bad in other and cause wagging .
I also studied certificate three in aged care.
I think others cheated uni with my …
N I think I work with my eyes n eons etc
Also different races of who I am etc
I studied in other ways with out my body n person in a way but some of them most did not want me to succeed but rather try steal from me if ya make more than them …
Teachers can be bullies n unprofessional as can schools.
Glad you found one ya feel good with.
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In school, I mainly felt like I was a victim as well as an outcast. Since I’m still attending school, these feelings haven’t completely vanished, though I’m much more social than I used to be when I was in middle school. Though my social life is still pretty dead, I speak with people a lot more. Despite that, I feel quite paranoid that there’s something about my person that everyone simultaneously hates about me and that they avoid me because of it.
I was popular in elementary then everyone ignored me in middle and high. I would like to think people were consciously trying to make things tough for me but that would mean I meant something to them, which I didn’t.
At times I was mean to others and at other times people were mean to me. It goes both ways when you get a real fix on what happened in the past. And at other times people were nice to me and at times I was nice to them. It goes both ways when we are growing up. We just remember the bad times more because that’s how we are miswired and we things get to us that didn’t get to others for the same reason. If people wronged you forgive them. Revenge doesn’t make you feel any better and most people have forgotten what happened anyway.
Think I almost mastered the art of invisibility in High school mostly to avoid being a victim.
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In high school I would always think I was being bullied and that my classmates were always watching me and talking behind my back I also had thought issues that messed up my speaking so I pretty much avoided everyone it got so bad that at lunch I would take my book and just go read in the bathroom while talking to myself. So I guess I did feel like a victim but for me it wasn’t exactly real. Though sometimes people had something to say about me not talking.
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