My derealization can get bad enough that i know I’ve lived time before. Sometimes I feel everyone is a hallucination of myself and are recordings of my mental state. I’ve been trying to screw with the simulation lately like make funny faces in public, or look excessively upset or happy even when I’m not or wear like a polo shirt with knit pajama shorts to make the world react differently. I think my purpose is to test this reality its been kinda fun. Though to the outside this could be considered really delusional i guess. Im just trying to not live life from the 3rd person like these normie deaf mutes. But i’ll pretend to be them sometimes…I know, I’m weird.
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This is my life all the time. I’m feeling it strongly right now. I don’t know if it’s bad so much as really, really weird. It makes it so difficult to stay connected.
hey anna,we have the same name… yeap,its not painfull but quite annoying
i feel better than yesterday but i have negative image for me as well this derealisation. could meds help the derea?
For me it is a painful existence. This is the fourth day it has improved due to supplementation. I can process distance, location, and depth. Things look real now. I would say it’s 90-95% gone.
oh great for you. i feel really crazy for my part. i am familiar with people etc…
I can see in three dimensions now.
probably its one of my problems… i started to feel bother from it… i am in my own word of thoughts and some kind of autism. is it hard to treat the derealisation? sometimes i feel like i dont have caracter and i havent taste in anything. probably i am depersonnalizated as well, i dont know much about these symptoms.
i am afraid that meds will change me. i was listening a lot to some sane people who told me that theyr changing the person. reassure me that ill be more in the reality with them and nothing dramatic wont happen pls 
My derealization is mostly gone, sometimes I get seconds of it, but I think is just a reminder that is there on the background doesn’t bother me much anymore
is it possible to be derealizated 24 h per day? or maybe its something else with me…
Relax, I believe it will eventually pass
ok, thanks minni.
Good to hear. My de realization is 90-95% gone. I thank supplements. I don’t believe I’m in a computer simulation anymore. I don’t suffer much anymore.
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Yes, I had it 24/7. It could be neurological.
Start thinking for yourself Anna. Everybody is a little bit insane. I wouldn’t take advice from an uneducated person.