Depressed but not?

Unusual Beliefs
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Ok so I know I’m depressed, but I have this strange belief where if I look at things that have to do with dying, it means that I’ll die. Or that it’ll happen to someone that I love. Examples includes movies that have to do with killing and such. Am I weird? I don’t know. I feel extremely uncomfortable at the moment. And agitated.

I also want to thank everybody on this website for being so understanding and non-judge mental. This is the first forum where I don’t feel ashamed of myself. So thank you all!

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I start to worry about my husband, children, or other family dying when I watch movies like that too. I can’t even watch CSI: SVU or Crimewatch Daily because I get spooked and start to imagine all the ways people I love could be hurt. Sometimes, I even talk to myself in imaginary conversations that I would have with others if something were to happen to a loved one.

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I dreamed an airplane crash into my house and all day I’ve been on edge

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I’m glad I’m not the only one who thinks this way.

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I hope you feel better!

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I just wanted to say that no, you’re not weird for thinking this way, and I hope both you @marooned, and @FatMama feel better.
I felt really ‘off’ this afternoon, haven’t felt this way for a long time- it was ugly…so maybe we can chalk it up to the weather and hope it all passes quickly.

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Thank you so much. It means a lot.
And I hope that you feel better as well. Sending healing vibes your way.

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Sending healing vibes your way

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It is just paranoia. I cannot watch a lot of stuff anymore. Junk in junk out.

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This sounds scary! I hope everything gets better. I also struggle with depression :frowning:

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I totally know what you mean. I can’t express my emotional affairs but it shows in my face even though I can’t feel it. Oh well

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