Nothing
Scream
Mirror
I am
I can’t
Teeth
Itch
Mouth
Pull
Replace
Like fuses
Driving me insane
I can’t stand
Omg
Ongoing ingredients
Silly rabbit tricks are for drugs kids
Compliance
Rip it open tear me out
Loose leaf
Lucy for
Lucy four
Lunacy
Lucy fore president
For luck clover
Hey now brown cow brother
No big huge brother
It’s huge Tom
Ya no whadimean
Stop can’t pause rewind ff stop stop
Lucy
Scratch
Itch Remember
It’s been crazy crazy but I’m thinking of a good
Idea
Eye D arias
Please stop
Inside of me
Swallow the life saver
Eviscerating
Silence
Silent lucidity
Lucid
Dreaming
Lucidly
Lucidity silent
In the mouth of madness
And the Byzantine church
Love craft reality
I can’t
Think
Keep the wolves away
Let me keep breathing
The trick is to keep breathing
What’s the treat?
Eminem Mars
I am me
Reflection mirror
Mirror worlds
Across layers of reality
Ok Charles
Lies lies lies
Bullisht
In one ear
Out the other
I heard you
I noticed
I know
Just a little more time
Hey joe
Whatdaya know
Clear my head
Eat
Body and everything will follow
Roachs are good for you
Don’t you know
Healthy in fact
Didn’t you know
You eat 8 of them every night
Didn’t you know
This is a true fact
Didn’t you know
You didn’t know this
You’re so stupid
You don’t believe this
You’re so stupid
It’s perfectly fine to eat off of dishes that roaches crawl all over
You’re disgusted by that?
Your so stupid
And wrong
Well what do you know
Apparently I’m so stupid and wrong about everything
You are disgusting
Absolutely disgusting and gross
Funny how it’s something wrong with me
This ■■■■ is insane
They say the road to hell is paved with good intentions
Why did they never mention what’s real and in between
It seems the path were on paved with blood and sorrow
No thought about tomorrow
Just part of the machine or so it seems
Yeah so it seems
Would you believe there’s only four more people in the world
And when you’re not looking they change masks
Somewhere over the rainbow it’s the same
Instead of needle infested train tracks
No matter how fast you run from the eye I you hate
The eye
The I
The “i”
I eye
There is no escape (There is no escape)
Which makes everything. .
Time is ticking
If you listen to the sign
Sing a song that
Frictions
Plans shift
An issue of ego tissue
Explicit to the point of
non-existence
But you’d be even more pissed off if I told you what i really thought
So just walk away
You’re better off never caring
What I say
In love with sensation
My own mental patient patience
But that’s the price you pay
if you want to live free
Matrix
Something in the air make me
not want to care
As it drapes across the landscape
Off the beaten path
Learn the secret math
Keeping the laugh, smug
Too deep in the back of luck
Happy as ■■■■
But nobody’s convinced
Ever since I came to learn all the right turns
Wrong turns
Wrong turn
House on the left
house on the Left
House dekker
Wrong turn house on the left
Strange highways
The dead zone
The dead zone king
King Utica
Utopia Utica
???
cursed with the cigarette burns
the lost words
Dear God
thinking this aquarium is
deeper than the last one
My castle was never made of sand
It’s one big aluminum can
The chateau of the damned
I been a lot of places and I’ve seen a lot of faces
Put me on your medication or
Drop me off in space and never come to get me forget me
(Forget me)
(Forget me)
(Forget me)
(Forget me)
(Forget me)
(Forget me)
A million little pieces
Many lost
Blank black holes missing Swiss cheese
My sweet audrina
Stare at the gates there’s a time and place
When the lions arrive and they’re comin’ your way
Outback in the corner of a crooked town
Duck down better hit the ground
Remember don’t remember
Incomplete
■■■■
A couple of crosses and a black rose
Some days I thank God
Sometimes it’s the same ■■■■ different day
Same demon
Never leaves
Stuck in this bullisht world
Wrong reality
This is not my world
Notw
These people are not people like me
An upside down
Wrong world
I miss my world
I need to get back to it
There’s nothing wrong with me
Me I’m fine
These people tho
They’re ■■■■■■■ batshit loony toons
Call me crazy
The nerve
Seriously
Wtf dude
I’d laugh if this ■■■■ wasn’t real
It’s not funny
I’m not laughing
Time bomb
Ticking time bomb
He’s ■■■■■■■ insane crazy
Nasty attitude
Ugly
Fake being laid back similar
Pretend friend
Pretend understand
But underneath hiding the hateful hostility
Comes screaming out
Twisting truth
Denying truth
Spewing hate and threats of violence
Sudden switch
Rips lid off the whole facade
No longer friendly or pretending
All I feared revealed to be the real face
Told ignore it’s not true it’s not like that
Except it very much is like that
Come screaming at me with all these problems
All the same things spent month telling me
Not a problem no problems everything fine good
Safe
■■■■■■■ scary
Trapped
Time bomb
30 days
I hope I can find a safe place
I am terrified of this person
23 days
Not even a month
We are officially
Deep ■■■■ and insanity
Walking on eggshells
Pretending everything is normal and ok
Anything but
Ignore
Pay no attention
Don’t ask questions
In fact don’t talk
Period
Stay in line
30 days
Stay silent
Keep to routines
Tired of the rain
■■■■■■■ deluge
There has got to be a break
I’m the only normal thing left
I remember
Send me home
enough thread to
keep my wounds closed
Here Lies the Truth
was tattooed on the
tombstone
The wounds tore
leaking worms out of its newborn scorn
Your perfume performs plastic poetry
my human form
Warm bacteria glowin in the dark
flash cooks the
psyche
Ill go for a short walk
in the long run
When the spores spread
to the lungs
Its all nails to the tongue
Failed to accept it
it all comes to pass
take off the mask
If this was heaven it would have a better backstage
Through this rainy day
changes in my brain
made the chains decay
Maybe freedom
treasure chest of pleasure
excess marks the spot
screw in the screws tighter
clip the loose wires
didn’t read the warning
Running
running
running
running
can be habit for me
Can be habit forming
Im a slave
youre a story
Lick your lips
point em at my heart
and cut it open for me
The doors have opened
It’s in active form
Touch ok
Lips no bite avoiding
Coming
Gross
Don’t
Don’t
Avoid
What does this mean butterfly?
I have
Had to
Sit there and listen to a ■■■■■■■ stupid ■■■■■■■ ignorant ■■■■■■■■■■■■ tell me there’s no such thing as an Alaskan malamute
It’s just a well fed and long haired husky
That an Alaskan malamute isn’t even a real breed of dog completely separate from a husky
And for 45 min have to listen to these stupid ■■■■■ lecture me about how I’m wrong because they know Everything About Everything and are Never Wrong About Anything
It’s driving me insane
And then did the same thing claiming women have sperm
Yep
When women get wet that’s sperm
And apparently I’m ■■■■■■■ stupid for not knowing that
Another,
Only people who own pit bulls can tell if a dog has pit in it. No one else ONLY people who have had a a pit can tell
The ■■■■■■■ insanity
Another,
A dog that has NO chow blood or traits is CLEARLY chow because it holds its tail over its back when it trots. ANYONE who has spent time around Black Chows can totally see the Chow in this dog. And yes, Black Chow is a breed of dog… not simply a black colored chow
Another,
The difference between beer and malt liquor is beer is Only barley hops and water and malt liquor has flavor added. Absolutely nothing do do with alcohol content or methods of manufacturing. Point out the truth and it’s wrong because you can’t believe everything on the internet
And I am going insane
Another,
A Maine coon cat is not a domestic cat it’s the cross between a feral cat and a bobcat
And nothing no matter what I say I’m wrong
I’m 100% right but according to these ■■■■■■■ ignorant stupid ■■■■■■■ asinine ■■■■■■■■■ I’m not only wrong I’m stupid and then they lecture me about how I’m wrong and stupid and I’m losing my mind because it’s becoming upside down world where wrong is right and right is wrong and Sources are dismissed because it’s all just common sense duh
And apparently I belong in a concentration camp because I don’t want to be with a guy who is bi and because I hold traditional values as how I want to live ie women are nurturing with family and home and men are hunters providers protectors
Oh btw roaches hundreds and hundreds of roaches in your home is COMPLETELY NORMAL and HEALTHY for you
Yea they help you get a strong immune system
I’m going to die
Hi @Alt0921v1.0 , it means that i read it and couldn’t understand it, but that didn’t matter because i was attracted and curious by the words or poem (if it was a poem).
I don’t mean that poetry necessarily should be understood by the intellect, a lot of poetry has it’s qualities in something different, the sound of the words, the collapse of meaning or something else.
I’m from Denmark, I have learnt my english by reading books, therefore i sometimes use strange words and since english is not my native language i often make grammatical mistakes.
I googled enticing and this came up:
- enticing- highly attractive and able to arouse hope or desire; “an alluring prospect”; “her alluring smile”; “the voice was low and beguiling”; “difficult to say no to an enticing advertisement”; “a tempting invitation” alluring, beguiling, tempting
Yes
Enticing is a word
That has been used by several
To describe me
I don’t understand why
Apparently it’s a quality of mine
But I don’t know
How or why
Or what it is that makes me appear
Enticing
Wasn’t so much poetry
But words
Trying to convey my thoughts feelings
In the same
Fractured disjointed
Way I think
And feel
Always shifting
Something squirming
Afraid
Either decending or recovering
Or trying to manage
the madness
And then
Online
A stranger
Separated never met observed
And uses same word
Enticing
What about me is so
Enticing
I don’t try to entice
The word
Brings back memories
And if so enticing
As noted by more than a few
Spanning times and places
Why am I
So alone
Disconnect
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Now i understand, you are not alone. A lot of us here are "so alone and often we “disconnect”
Keep on posting @Alt0921v1.0
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