Cruel and unusual punishment

I can’t sleep, I can’t feel hunger, I can’t think clearly, and my body aches. My paranoia is at an all time high. It’s scary and makes me feel inhuman. I am confused by peoples actions against me. I’m so triggered by everything I see meaning everywhere. I believe my life was set up for this to happen to me, and everyone knows it and I can’t stop thinking about it. I can’t think or feel like a normal person anymore. I can’t escape from the torment. I’m being punished for being mentally ill and accused of things I haven’t done and am not doing.

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If it’s that bad go to the ER

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The last time I went to the ER the nurses said I had no business being there

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It’s good that you are voicing these feelings on this site. Most of the people here have experienced what you describe. You can get past it. Try not to obsess on the difficulties you have. Someone once said that it is not what a man has that counts. It is what he has overcome. Think how much pride in yourself you can have when you overcome these difficulties.

see a psychiatrist as soon as possible.

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That’s what happens every time I go, too! They say if I’m not planning to kill myself or someone else, they can’t admit me. Such a waste of time.

Nah knee jerk response to average feelings of a schizophrenic

Around here, when you have Schizophrenia and you go to the ER because you are not feeling well they send you to the Psych Hospital usually Involuntarily.

It really does suck.

I hope you are on meds and can see your pdoc soon. I have been overwhelmed by paranoia too. I’m very sorry that you’re dealing with this. I hope you feel better.

They didn’t even give you pills to help temporarily? What a joke! I hope you get help from a doctor soon.

Paranoia is terrible