Have you ever had controlled speech? Like someone else is making you talk? I feel like I am being controlled all the time but, specifically, during my first psychotic break (19 months ago), I had this automatic speech and I talked exactly like Ken Jeong from The Hangover and Dr. Ken. I sounded EXACTLY like him, lol. I said something or other…mother fu**kers! I laughed at the time. It was very weird. I think it was the brain scientists messing with my heead. I haven’t had it happen since then. Meds must be helping! Have you ever had an experience where you feel like your speech is being inspired or controlled from elsewhere?
Yes, when I was psychotic I believed I was driven by this unseen force, the collectibe consciousness. My speech was extremely quck, elaborate, bizarre and staccato. Now I can no longer speak for alogia. Strange how you go from one extreme to the other.
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I still feel controlled but not in an extremely obvious way like when I had my first psychotic break. I haven’t had anything like that happen since my first psychotic break. I don’t have alogia though. I can imagine that is hard.
Check in yer britches for a stick up the behind, then follow the strings back to the handler for confirmation.
Why are we always being controlled into the not so good department?
Why cant we be controlled in something interesting to the rest of the world talk?
You git wthatcha git and you don’t throw a fit, I guess. Why can’t I be a world leader? Why can’t I sing like Whitney Houston? Alas, they don’t make it very exciting for me. I was pretty impressed with my completely controlled suicide attempt a year ago but not in a good way. Please don’t repeat a scenario like that again, oh controllers. Gimme something good.