Come to think of it, they didn't get along at all

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One of the first questions my pdoc asked me was “How did your parents get along.” My answer was a kind of flip “Oh, they get along alright.” which really meant that I didn’t think about them enough for it to be my issue. So, after years of unsuccessful relationships with the opposite sex, I have forced myself to ask myself why and the answer is that I had no model to learn from. Not that that’s an excuse for my misery. It’s just a clearer mind that knows the score. Anyway, I have been told, and I think it’s true, that one can be happy either way, married or single. Both ways have their trials and their successes.

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My marriage in America was quite nice until I started telling my opinions on some world events such as the Kosova war, developments in Russia and other things like this, and soon the marriage ended in the divorce. That was over 16 years ago and after that I have not had any relationship with any woman, which is okay too. The percentage of marriages ending in divorces is quite high in America. Actually I started hearing voices in my mind ‘be yourself’, initially I thought that the CIA was communicating to me and telling me to be me. Strange.

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Hearing voices is not nice at all. I remember when in 1999 I faxed some faxes to the Kremlin from America and soon I started hearing voices on the voice of Vladimir Putin in English telling ‘he is the CIA’, I have never heard Putin speaking English in my life.

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Sometimes delusions are the only way we have to justify ourselves. It is so sad.

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Back in the late 1990s I was more interested in world events, one of my faxes had a list of people who should have been removed from power in Russia, on the top of the list was one Berezovsky, a billionaire who had a major role in the Yeltsin administration and then he was removed and eventually went to London and then he hang himself in the bathroom in his mansion. Strange.

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How did you happen to know so much about politics?

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Long story, but when I was at one business school in Michigan in 1990 I completed an extensive research on the Soviet economical development and then years passed and I took this research paper again in 1999 when the economy of Russia was on its bottom. Something had to be done and one step was to remove evil oligarchs who were in power during the Yeltsin era. Since then the economy of Russia has become better. I was a different person in the 1990s in America.