I feel angry and desperate, I feel depressed as well!
Seems like everything inside me is boiling!
And no one can see it, I’m screaming inside, I’m screaming… I see my whole life is going down!
I can relate. I’ve gotten these waves of emotions before. I don’t know if I’d call them depressive swings or not but they are very unpleasant. I can’t sort them out either.
That’s how I get when I am seriously depressed as well. I get furious, and I feel like it’s because I am in so much pain and I feel angry at others for not allowing me to die and end my pain…when I am that way it is very dangerous and a psychiatrist I saw when in a hospitalization program once said that anger in depression is very dangerous because I guess it makes the person more likely to hurt or try to kill themselves…please get help right away if you think you may do this. Keep yourself safe until this passes.
I remember being in hospital and sitting in the corridor and literally screaming and wailing
A lady put her hand on my shoulder
Hope you feel better soon
I feel so angry right now, angry at everyone and myself as well!
I don’t want to kill myself for now just to hurt myself to overdose at the level when I feel numb. But I’m not going to a ******* hospital. I’m not crazy!
What so ever
Do you think that the other people at the hospital are crazy?
More like ill
You can’t help being ill
what really is crazy? is it when you no longer have control of your actions? is it when you’ve lost touch with reality? i don’t think i’m crazy but i still have a bunch of very real ■■■■ happening to me even though i don’t know whether to believe it or not.
No no no, is not what I meant. I’m not crazy neither you are. I’m ill
Sometimes I can’t control my actions, that is why I was tied with straitjacket. I’m in the middle now. So I guess I’m half of crazy
I am sorry that you are experiencing that. The only thing I know that could help something like that. I hope you feel better.