anybody out there???
Hi! Hows it going?
i could be better lol
What happened daydreamer?
Well i get to points like that too but i always try to look on the bright side. Whats the first video game u ever played
@everhopeful its hard to know sometimes, my anxiety levels seem to be getting worse stress and ■■■■ like that, i think its because i doubled my dose of med
@Kazuma i think it was duck hunt or something lol
Do u go to AA? Im going to a meeting tonight
Did you go out with your friends recently?
@Kazuma i have no problems with alcohol but my dad drank and he never went to AA but i wish he did bc then he might still be here
@everhopeful i only seem to have one friend just now and we are going through a tough time just now, its hard for us, i need some space from her and she isn’t taking it well, she doesn’t like being lonely, its a bit of a mess, we do still do things together though when we see each other like swimming and we went out to a couple nice places recently
i’m actually a bit mixed up just now tbh
You’ll be fine. This phase will pass.
idk its pretty serious, so much i want to do, so many things i want to change but as i get more wanting my body is holding me back, i get more anxious as i get more active, sorry i am being negative again, i know its not all about me but there are places like this forum where you can get lots of good support, maybe i was wrong when i said people that talk about themselves all the time are shallow, i don’t really want to talk about myself but sometimes its hard to see a narrow road in the mist so to speak.
But isn’t that part of recovery, getting some kind of drive back? That’s a good sign. Plus Rome wasn’t built in a day.
@Kazuma good luck i hope it goes well for you at the meeting
yeah but overtime i try to do something something else pops up and it makes it really hard to do anything really, i feel like an old man
@everhopeful how are you?
Yes, that’s what it feels like sometimes. But as Chordy once said, with this disease it’s a good idea to know your limitations.
what am i doing wrong, nobody seems to want to talk to me anymore, idk what i have done
my limitations hold me back, i’m trying to reach my full potential but its like i have a ball and chain holding me back
am i bad for people here?
That’s a good description of schizophrenia actually. A ball and chain holding you back. The forum is really quiet at this time isn’t it? maybe because it’s Sunday.
idk, i think i’ve done something wrong but idk what
Nah, it’s just a quiet time. Chill.
what are you doing?