What’s your paranoia?
So you are able to go out with your paranoia?
How long did it take for med to stop your paranoia?
So you are saying on some days you don’t feel like people are following you?
Why do you think people want to follow you or wanting you dead?
Not when I’m really ill, psychotic, mixed state. Then I can’t go out. I think I am under intensive surveillance and the group of people are out to get me in all kinds of ways.
Otherwise when I am not psychotic I still have some paranoia but I can go out.
Meds reduced mine too. Risperidone. But I had for awhile this thing. I witnessed to many of my neighbors and they all rejected me. So sometimes if under attack i hear them coming lol to string me up for thinking about G_D. Then its the thought broadcasting thing, so i fight it until bed and med.
What do you mean you are psychotic? When you are super paranoid and can’t think straight?
Why do you think you are under intensive surveillance?
My meds have never stopped my paranoia. #sadface.
Yup super paranoid. And confusion scatter brained unable to think properly visual illusions and much more.
The group of people watch, monitor me, and want to do bad things to me and even my family. They hate me. I don’t completely know why but I do have a couple of reasons that I don’t want to share. I feel I’ve already given you too much information
When you are not psychotic, do you still feel like you are being watched?
Do you ever not feel like being watched when you go out?
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@Artsygal I feel like that two sometimes. Like the voices hate me and not sure why. They just do.
Its when i am on the edge of psychosis and they are trying to draw me in. I know the solution and it works. They want it too, but i can’t see doing them good even if it helps me. So I let it go for a while and do the minimum.
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