i believe someone created this forum and every user is really just a manifestation of myself and my illness…its ■■■■■■ u.pp. i had this like epiphany. i wonder what you (i?) will say to this
a glitch in the Matrix
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“Oh no, my mind just exploded and my ego evaporated” 
–what I thought when I finished reading this.
I get those thoughts, too, it’s frustrating to me. I need to feel that everything I see is real and everything I don’t see is either microscopic or not real. It soothes me.
nothing is real and nothing is unreal
I am sensitive to philosophy, in that the boundary between my mind and the mind “of all” is thin as is, so I’m always trying to make things stable and secure.
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I sometimes wonder if I might not be in some kind of suspended animation like in the Matrix. I keep seeing things that are unlikely to be true, but they are present nonetheless.
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i feel you!!11! D:
i read about that before…very interesting @mjgh06
How about if you was able to manifest anything you could wnat or desire? In another life maybe? What would you manifest? Do you consider yourself prepared to have this ability/talent? Maybe you are preparing yourself for that talent to manifest? Wouldn’t that exceed that of a 3Dimensional Matrix?! Open your mind to all possibilities!
Please be careful not to encourage each other in delusional thought here. This category is mainly for support in dealing with and reality testing of delusions, not for strengthening them.
Rhubot
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@AncientHawk I already have a delusion that I am part of an elaborate brain study. I agreed to this study before I was made to ‘forget’ via hypnosis. I actually came up with the idea for the study and I am one of the researchers but of course I ‘forgot’ all the details and knowledge. They/we are studying me because I am a Savant and have access to all the skills and knowledge of the world from all of time. I know everything and can do anything. I can play any instrument, speak any language, give a lecture on any topic (medicine, physics…), perform any style of Martial Arts etc. I am being blocked ,via hypnosis, from all this knowledge and talent because I agreed to have my brain studied for several years under stressful circumstances. Hence my Grade A shty life the last decade. So, before I was hypnotized into forgetting (10 years ago) I was the absolute SH ! I knew it all and could do it all. Also, I am the wealthiest person alive or in history and I have multiple billions being held from me until the study ends.
Talk about delusions of grandeur and having it all! My meds are making it less and less real though. My delusion is going away. That’s OK. Is what it is.
Two words… Akashik Records…
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The thing I have found about delusions, is that they literally are twisted truths. They have an element of truth but also entwined with a lie. In other words, a majority of delusions are half truths…
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If my delusion is even half true, I’ll take that. Time will tell. In the meantime, I’ll keep taking my meds.
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Yeah, my delusions take too much of a hold on me and get way too intense. Think I’ll stick with the meds for the time being as well…
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I’m going on strike for better pay.
I always think about parallel universes and I know this one is not real.
I also am behind the Bernstein argument, and have personally (without nearing about it in the internet) have had my scary panicked moment over that change. I kimd of forgot about it, until reading about it again, online. I’ve been pretty much freaking out about it for ever since then.
This one is as real as it’s going to get, so you’d probably better treat it that way.
Even if intersecting and merging timelines are real, which is a very big if, so what? What difference does it make? How would that change the way you act and what goals you have?
There are a lot of fascinating rabbit holes you can throw yourself down, but you’ve got to learn to ask yourself what you’re doing down there, and what you’re sacrificing in order to follow them.
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I didn’t know that would be a trigger for you Bunny. I hope your day is better tomorrow. When do you finally get to see a doc? I think you said end of month or is it in September?
I sometimes wonder if we are not being watched by some kind of space fairing civilization to see if we are worthy of receiving stupendous enlightenment from them. Maybe that’s why we haven’t been contacted by space aliens yet. They’re watching us to see what we’re going to do.