Sorry you had to go through a break up, I have stayed single mostly cause I fail at most relationships, and I just hate making the trip back to being alone, I.m comfy alone if I keep it that way
I like being alone, but when I’m in a relationship and it’s ending, the whole being alone part seems almost devastating…but then I get used to it and it’s no big deal at all. Just gotta move on with time
Idk but they just won’t magically appear at ur door asking to date, you have to put urself out there somehow…and then just keep trying I guess.
Although a relationship can just happen out of nowhere sometimes though when meeting someone, so I wouldn’t think you’ll never find someone but it takes patience…it can’t definitely be discouraging at times
I understand what you meant, when my gf broke up with me it was really devastating…She also had schizoaffective disorder like me…I’m also a girl. We can talk if you want, I’m not a bad person I promise…hope to hear from you.
Good luck! I don’t do well when single, so I end up staying with problematic partners until I can find a new one. Serial monogamy is a massive bitch, ■■■■■■■ unable to deal with being alone.
It’s so bad. It only hurts us in the long-run, but the short-term gains of being able to function keep me from leaving people sometimes. I usually end up becoming abusive, myself, at that point, until it’s mutually abusive.