I know something is wrong but nobody will tell me. I feel like everyone is lying to me. I don’t know what i expect to hear. Probably more lies
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Where in your family or on this board or what
Like it’s everyone. I might be having an episode, but i think i might not be having one. I think it might be real
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All I can say is tell your doctor this and hang in there. I don’t think anyones changed behavior much or are people lying to you.
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My sisters and counselor tell me I’m headed for trouble when I start using the words “everybody” and “everyone”.
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are people lying to you
I don’t know. you tell me
Honestly, look at the board. I don’t think people posting about poop tests they need to take are lying to you.
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Ok thanks for the chuckle. I hope you’re right
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Trust me. I am. The crazy stuff that gets posted is a direct reminder of how raw and honest this place can be.
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I talked to my aunt and I feel better now. Thank you
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It feels disingenuous
I feel it from family and here
Like people are not being honest with me
I don’t know if you feel same?
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When I was in the midst of my episode someone went out of their way to put the number 36 in my face. The people that are in the know know it bothers me. I don’t think my family knows but I think we are all being watched
Your also spending too much time here
Your liking and commenting a lot here
Just like i have been
It makes paranoia worse
I feel better offline more
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I don’t know what else to do. I feel like there is no way out. Like all of us are just forced to deal with being watched all the time. I think angels and demons are just other names for aliens that control everything
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Do what you think is best mate
There is nothing to do. There’s no escape 
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I’m sorry to hear you say that. Do you have any meds you can take? No one here is against you, actually I value your posts and insights on various topics. I hope you’ll stay around.
You have insight. Logically you know it’s a problem otherwise you wouldn’t be posting it here of all places.
Postives usually means med adjustment for me. I’m doing years of good thoughts so meds come down. In trying times meds go up. Meds go up. Meds go down. It’s all about balance which you seem to understand on a spiritual level. Perhaps time to adopt a more practical approach.
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