sometimes I notice body language in men… if I talk to a guy and he touches his hair… or needs to impress me etc…
but I think in social clues… I am not very good with reading body language after psychosis…
The other day I was at my therapist and started talking and she just froze and starred to the ground for like 1 minute.
Then I said if anything was wrong an it was creepy… I am not sure what happened?!
this illness turned me into a 5 year old.
I never new other people’s body language …as a child i was childish and as i grow up i have SZ…!!!
I used to be great at seeing body language. Now I have days where everyone looks mad at me no matter what. The disorder can mess with any part of my vision.
i feel like i am getting more stupid by day.
I remember that I became obsessed with body language. I learned all the attraction signs and tried to see if people were sending me signals. The only thing is that I saw it in a number of women. I then proceeded to ask out these women. I was rejected every time. They all said that they had a boyfriend. So I don’t know how much stock you can put into things like this. But yes touching the hair can be seen as a type of grooming action to signal that they are attracted to you. Also look if their pupils dilate or if their body language is open. So like no crossed arms or stuff like that. If they are interested in a conversation their torso will point toward you. Anyway a little bit of what I remember. I was just thinking about my love life and got depressed.
I just think I talk too much and feel too comfortable… I feel embarrassed… I am not sure why I feel comfortable. I need to be a good professional actress around people in my opinion. I know I should be myself but it is illogical. I think this is why I got fired too.
I was talking to a guy I liked and asked what he has done to his hair… and he freaked out and started fixing his hair - it is obvious he wants to make a good impression - but I like him anyway… especially because he want to make an impression.
love life sucks… I am with someone I love but the relationship is unsatisfying… we moved in together and I feel lonely. I am not sure which is worse… to be alone or feel lonely.
I think that I got fired because it was after I had my psychotic break and couldn’t talk properly. They thought I didn’t understand the job and fired me. Also I had a weird problem where I was sleepy all the time.
I think I kinda lost my self confidence too. I got fired twice… once I was sleepy and making mistakes
the other time I was making mistakes and was talking too much - high energy and loud voice.
This happens when i talk to my family members .when i have to talk to people from outside my house my pitch appears low and i become super unconfident…!!!
Body language is just people lying as usual.
Nothing to be concerned with, ignore most of it.