Being more aware

lately ive been having a tough time
i try to do everything myself and when i ask for help it feels like its not what i need, its not actually helping but taking me backwards.
health wise i feel like maybe some of my symptoms are coming back and it worries me. can i actually overcome this and all the stress im under.
cant complain just need to push on.

Why would you ask for help if it’s not what you need? Why would it be taking you backwards?

help that is offered