But it’s really hard for me to accept… Mostly cos most days I’m ok. I can get very anxious and I’m prone to mild mood swings every now and then although I feel it happens less often these past few weeks…
And I don’t like the labels I have to use… Bipolar schizoaffective … I think that might be my issue. I’m afraid of losing my mind to the point of no return as well.
Oh that’s such a relief. I’d give anything to stop my voices, it’s literally the only symptom that seems to be untreatable in my case.
Not that the rest isn’t bad though… most of the books I read say delusions are the hardest to shake and I haven’t had those in years.
Seriously though I think doubting our diagnosis is a common thing among schizophrenics. I used to earlier on but now seeing my brother go through the same thing I have very little doubts.