To Lighten The Mood Hereâs A Story.
When I Was In A Facility. For Not Taking My Medâs. Years Ago. Looking Back, More Than Jus A Few Years Ago. Before My Second, Most Well Loved Therapist Arrived Into My Universe, With Such Respect & Dignity, Not Too Mention Cute As A Damn Button. Diagnosing Me With SZA As My Next Level Of Mental âdisorderâ. As She Would Copy Me And Put Her Fingers Into Quotes In The Air, âILLNESSâ Laughing, As I Would Stare At Her In Pure Awe.
In That Facility, There Was Thus Slightly Younger Girl That Wouldnât Talk To Anyone. She Wasnât Rude, She Wasnât Angry, She Jus Wanted To Be Left Alone.
Well, Late One Night As The Lightâs Were Darkened. And Everyone Was Finding Comfort In Sleep, And Resting In Their Rooms.
Thus Girl Was Staring Out Of The Windows, In The Main Room.
And I Walked Up, And Said, âHello Thereâ.
She Looked At Me Slightly Confused, Stood Up, And Motioned For Me To Follow Her.
So I Did, And We Walked Side By Side, Around The Three Large Therapy Couches In The Main Therapy Room.
The Nurses, And Security People Behind The Plastic Windows, In Their Room, Kinda Watched Me And Thus Girl Walking In Circles, Smiling At Us, And Wondering What It Was We Were Doing.
As I Tried To Talk To Her, She Spoke In Deep Hidden Codes That I Couldnât Understand.
And I Kept Quiet And Tried To Make Sense. And She Quietly Kept Speaking. And Then After About The Sixth Trip Around The Couches, I Spoke In Nonsense Codes Right Back At Her. And She Smiled, Almost Laughing, And Began To Walk Back To The Windows, And One Of The Nurses Asked If Anyone Wanted Anything To Drink. And The Girl And I Grabbed A Cup Of Coffee Without Caffeine. As She Motioned For Me To Sit With Her By The Windows As She Held A Deck Of Playing Cards.
And For A Good Amount Of Time, We Played A Game As We Made Up The Rules As Time Passed.
Laughing, And Safely Enjoying Each Otherâs Company. WITHOUT SEX AS AN OBJECTIVE.
A Few Days Later, As I Was Being Admitted Out Of The Facility, She Wrote Me A Note Of Codes That Made No Sense. But Hit My Heart Very Seriously. And I Will Never Forget What We Created Together. Finding Trust As Strangers In A Strange Place.
Making Up Our Own Safe Rules. With Her Guiding The Ship!.
N e Hoo.
For Whatever Itâs Worth Gals And Guys, Young Adults, & Aliens!.
Sincerely,
DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)

