I Ask,
Because, One Quick Wander In Life, Exposes For That To Be A Possibility.
Like The One Song Says, âWith or Without, Itâs What All The Fightingâs Aboutâ~ Pink Floyd
I Mean STDâs Should Be A Complete Warning Of The Downfallâs Of Such An Existence.
Right?.
Sincerely,
DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)
P.s. There Is A Smile In The Horizon Of Dreams, Absolute In Itâs Wondering.
IDK. In my drug days I lived in a studio in an affluent college town. I lived there 8 months and all my neighbors were doing coke and the guy next door was a coke dealer. I used to see the guys who came over to my neighbors who were all the âinâ crowd: Good looking, plenty of money, young and popular and they ran around the city like it was their personal playground including always having gorgeous women on their arm.
IDK, they sure always looked like they were having the time of their lives. I partied with them a couple times but other than that, they pretty much ignored me and left me alone.
I mean my natural reaction was to be jealous.
no we reload all the time 
No, they are just happier.
Hmm.
You Guys Bring Up Good Points.
My Question, Of Course, Rests Within Spirituality. Sadly, It May Seem Judgmental. Lord Knows I Am No Greater, No Less Than, Anyone Else. In All Actual Reality.
The Subject Of Fun & Happiness Arrives. And Once Again, Those With, And Those Without.
Oddly Enough, If One Plays The Game, A New World Order Appears. And You Have Two Choices. To Either Participate And Enjoy Whatâs Within The Existence Of Sexual Desire. Or!, Continue On A Different More Personal Approach Toward Fulfilling The Dreams You Were Ignited By During Your Beginning Of Universal Discovery.
Itâs Impossible For Me To Not Put Both Choices On Some Sort Of Self Questioning Scale Of Honest Reasoning. And Of Course, A Sense Of Hopeful Purpose.
Although It May Seem, That If One Chooses To What Finds The Most Outspoken Judgment. Depending On Your Environment. One Or The Other Has Itâs Own Trials And Tribulations.
I Feel Like Iâm Wandering A Bit Too Far. Without An Anchor To Make Sense Of It All.
Sincerely,
DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)
P.s. The Realm Of Fire Spoke Hidden Truth And Grasped The Eternal Possibility Of No Ending.
Sex is overrated. Itâs just jacking off in style. Once you do it once itâs no longer necessary.
Hmm.
On The Opposite End Possibly.
Creativity. Inventiveness. Ingenuity. Imagination. Originality. Individuality. Artistry. Revelation.
And!, Brainwave!.
Sincerely,
DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)
P.s. The Wonder & Original Form Of Beauty In Her Shadow Crept Into My Auraâs Shade.
Nookie between consenting squirrels is awesome. We gonna keep getting tail until our tails fall off.
Word up!
Hmm.
Seriously?.
Sincerely,
DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)
P.s. She Dares The Stream To Push The Stone Building Recognition Beyond The Sun.
Itâs easy from my perspective on having no real sex life to say belligerently that those individuals are but I canât make that judgement unless I become otherwise. For all I know they may have it made.
Hmm.
There Hangs Some Truth Somewhere Within The Balance Of That Statement.
One Song Once Said, âYou Never Know Until You Tryâ.
I Found In My Personal Odd, Strange, Unusual Existence, That Without Honest Reason, It Always Feels Like My Heart Is Hollow.
So.
I Jus Kinda Politely Assume That, There Has To Be A Much More Hopeful Way To Survive.
Sincerely,
DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)
P.s. Her Voice Spoke Among The Lies And I Tried And I Tried And I Tried.
Morally bankrupt? Yeah maybe, in the sense that they donât have a mean to value it as something to do with morals.
But if they donât have those values to begin with. They arenât, theyâre just themselves - living the life they can afford and chose to live
Someone else In their position may chose something less promiscuous but just as risky - crime for example?
Neither has to be morally corrupt, but they do lack value or means to value - just by nature of their position in society. If that makes sense
Well, yeah. Weâre married. Mrs. Squirrel doesnât want anyone else playing with my (her) nuts.
Hmm. @anon1466656,
Interesting.
What Do You Mean (By) Saying, 'Means To Value"?.
Sincerely,
DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)
P.s. She Smiled, And I Watched Her Gracefully Walk Among The Clouds, And I Began To Rest.
Hmm.
Fascinating.
Sincerely,
DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)
P.s. As The City Slept, She Wandered Within Her Heartâs Flowing Promise Of Tomorrowâs.
You know when you play chess and your opponent takes both your Rooks and your Knights but then you take his little pawns, and then at the last moment you call time out, so you can phone a friend and ask if you should take the queen or go for a stalemate? but then you switch games and suddenly its monopoly and you have both boardwalk and parkplace and you need hotels. but youâve never been to a hotel before and wonder if maybe motels would be more appropriate, but your friend has all the rail roads and you cant get to your hotels without paying for a railroad ticket and you dont even have any money yet cuz you have no hotels.
I have no idea where im going with this.
I like turtles 
Means to value means, for some of us it means something to attach a worth to things, be it sex or charity or kindness whilst for some it is just an action; it doesnât hold anything to us beyond being something that simply gets done.
Hmm.
Call Not One None Fool.
Thank You, Thank You, Thank You.
Sincerely,
DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)
P.s. As The Smoke Filled The Room, The Lights Began Blinking, Somewhere, New Rules.
In AA they call that âjudging your insides by other peopleâs outsidesâ. There is a poem titled âRichard Coryâ that you ought to read.
So do you think enjoying nookie and even thriving on it within the confines of our marriage makes us morally bankrupt?
And does occasional use of a riding crop affect my final score?
