Hmm.
Does Your Wife Call You The Cookie Monster?.
Sincerely,
DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)
P.s. Her Eyes Became A Pondâs Ambition To Swim Within Her Memory Of Loving Justification.
Iâm not interested in sex now (except to make easy jokes about it) but when I was younger I thought about it all the time. Iâve had very little sex but it certainly wasnât for lack of trying.
I got lucky in my drug years a few times. I donât know if itâs cheating to get sex while you are a practicing crack and coke addict. But I always associated sex with drugs. But I also had a lot of liquid courage. And also with crack and coke. Itâs no coincidence that once I got clean and sober the opportunities were few and far between. But in my late twenties in my addiction the goal of having sex was always lurking just under the
surface and I got more experiences than I let on. But probably most people on here had more experience.
I know you are trying to be helpful but the first thing that comes to mind is:
BTDT. I am familiar with that saying, Iâve heard it a lot, and I also am familiar with that poem.
Hmm.
It Seems To The Unnatural Spark Of The Earthâs Universe Is Howling In The Midnightâs Ocean.
Sincerely,
DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)
P.s. She Found Her Beauty Within The Candles Dancing Gentle Flame, All The Same.
Only when I drop crumbs on her side of the bed.
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Hmm.
I Was Thinking. Kinda Randomly With Such An Interesting Public Conversation.
With Such Different Opinions & Beliefs.
I Wonder, Does The Activity Within Sexual Desire Fall Under The Cause Of Boredom?.
And If There Is Any Truth To That, And Such Pain Within It, Why Not Find More Constructive Things To Participate In?.
Perhaps Something That Start A Wildfire Of Pure Amazing Love?.
Anyone?.
Sincerely,
DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)
P.s. Her Spark Built Imaginary Buildingâs Without Insecurity That Controlled Her Endless Fate.
âYAHTZEEâ ! âŚ
âKing meâ!
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Sincerely,
@~///\///\///\~///\///\///\~@
There She Stood, Measured
Finding Honest Treasure, And
Beyond The Hope Of Pleasure
@~///\///\///\~///\///\///\~@
DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)
Strange Poem To The Side:
What Is Everyoneâs Thoughts Within The Realm Of Temptation?.
Yea, That Ghost Has Blinded Everyone At Least Once. (No Offense To The Blind), In Which Honesty Prevails With The Notion That Some Of Them Have Much Better Sight Than The Rest Of Us. Hypothetically Of Course. And!, Maybe Even Spiritually.
I Mean, Temptation, In A More Hopeful Sense Can Wait Within The Groups Of Movies & Music. Which Is Much Safer Than Sacrificing Oneâs Body To Quench The Thirst Of Temptationâs Confusing Pathe. At Least Unless Your Unusual Decisions Of Your Favorite Inspiring Form Of Art, Is Slightly Pushing Your Desire To Some Sort Of Sacrifice.
Any Thoughtâs Gals, Guys, And Aliens?.
Sincerely,
DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)
P.s. The Reflecting Light Hovering Around Her Sultry Eyes, Beckoned For My Presence.
Definition Of Temptation:
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The Desire To Do Something, Especially Something Wrong Or Unwise.
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Wrong~ âNot Correct Or True; Incorrectâ. (((Definition)))
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Unwise~ â(Of A Person Or Action) Not Wise Or Sensible; Foolishâ. (((Definition)))
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Incorrect~ âNot In Accordance With Fact; Wrongâ. (((Definition)))
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Foolish~ â(Of A Person Or Action) Lacking Good Sense Or Judgment; Unwiseâ. (((Definition)))
Sincerely,
DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)
P.s. The Inner Eye Transfixed Within The Warm Embrace Of The Etchingâs Of Truthâs Wake.
Hmm.
Maybe The Sphere Of Temptation Is Too Close For Comfort For Some Individuals.
No Blame There Really. Not One Is Innocent From Temptationâs Sometimes Useful Parade.
Sometimes Very Personal. Sometimes Another Form Of Public Embarrassment.
I Have To Admit Though, If Oneâs Sights Are Fixed Beyond The Horizon. There Most Certainly Be Warningâs Of Living Among The Elusive Creature Of Self Relinquishing The Shell Wiring Of Our Circuits Of Energy.
Itâs A Very Strange Spiritual Exercise With Many Yielding Signâs & Warningâs.
Truth Be Told, Sometimes, If One Is Not Cautious, There May Be No Reality Left For You To Retreat Back To. Itâs A Sensitive Topic I Admit. Truth & Lies Rule Itâs Entirety In A Hidden Box. Regret, & Boasting As The Lines In The Sand.
It Almost Quietly Whispers To Mention That There Are Much More Happy Exclusive Invitations Into A More Vivid, Safer, Reflection Of The Sun Upon The Ground. Without Endlessly Daydreaming For Physical Contact. Searching For Secret Notes From Sandcastles With No Purpose Beyond Flesh & Bones.
Of Course There Can Arrive Many Great Amazing Prizes That Will Not Rest. No Matter How Much You Desire To Seek Arguments With The Sky.
But!, Itâs A Very Fine Line To Balance On.
Sincerely,
DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)
P.s. The Ground Shook, It Took, I Read It In A Book, Please Donât Look.
Hmm.
She Thought She Was At The End Of Her Rope. Something Always Reminding Her, That There Are No Valuable Reasons, To Try And Cope. She Whispered To The Fountains There Is No More Hope.
Her Future Features Resting, Within The Hands Of Fate. Reincarnation, A Beautiful Mistake?. She Screamed To The Sky, I Will Not Break. I Deny Myself The Hate, She, Now More Gorgeous Than The Dreams That Keep Her Awake.
The Sun. The Moon. Always Gone Too Soon. The Stars Up Above. Give Me Some Room.
Back Into The Hourglass For The Flowers She Becomes The Icy Warning Of Self Doom.
Destruction The Cause?. What Are The Laws?.
She Embraced Reasons, Purpose, And She Began To LoveâŚ, Her Flaws!.
Sincerely,
DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)
P.s. I See Nothing, Nor Does The Nothingness, Nor Do The Names, We Are All The Same.
On that logic of donât have sex because stis are a warning
You could also argue donât go outside because you could catch a cold âŚ
Hmm.
Well. That All Depends On The Weather & Your Immune System.
Sincerely,
DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)
P.s. The Fields Of Wishful Analyzing Became A Strange Haze Of Glimmering Light, Somewhere.
Hmm.
The Promise. The Internal/External Objective Reasons For Honest Respect.
The Woman With The Heart Of Stone.
She Shall Find Her Personal, Peaceful Justice, Within The Kiss Of Equality.
Sincerely,
DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)
P.s. The Strange Snake Hides Among The Blades Of Grass, Waiting For A Witness, Of Truth.
So.
When Your Dreams Center On How You Are Feeling Within The Endless Moments Of Now.
You Donât Allow Any Room For Your Focus On Your Dreams That Can Actually Happen.
Reaching Out Into The Void, For Wishing You Felt A Certain Way, Or Wishing You Didnât Own Regrets. Or!, Wishing You Had Thus, Or That. Gives No Room To Study, Wander, Walk, And Remain Your Emotional Rainbow, To Center Upon Gravity. A More Realistic Approach To Reality. Which Opens The Door To Daydreaming Once Again.
For Even More Dreams To Endlessly Spiral Out Towards Hope, Love, And Peace.
Sincerely,
DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)
P.s. There Is Nothing In Nothing Unless Nothing Gives Nothing For A Tomorrow Of Something.
I still believe that the moral benefits of involuntary celibacy have been somewhat overstated. .
Hmm.
Somewhere Among The Shoreline Of Spiritual Conversation. As A Casual Spiritualist.
I Spoke With An Individual That Seemed To Have Access To Information Beyond My Comprehension.
Especially During My Endless Moments of Disagreements With Much & Many.
Thus Person Said To Me: âDoor Number 1, Or, Door Number 2. Choose, Itâs Up To Youâ.
I Found It To Be Quite The Moral Foundation Of Promise.
As Long As Oneâs Intentions Are Pure.
Sincerely,
DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)
P.s. There She Stood, In The Doorway Of Possibility, I Gave My Honest Description, For Free.
So.
Karma. Probability. Statistics. Reason. And Insanity. Give. And Take. Love. And Receive.
Sincerely,
DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)
P.s. The Hourglass Refuses To Lie, It Has Not Been Functioned In That Type Of Design.
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I think some people who treat sex like a game, a conquest COULD be morally bankrupt. Some people may just be too lazy to masturbate.
I, personally, will not be intimate unless Iâm in love, or have a very strong, deep connection.
I will admit, openly, that this was not always the case. I even talked with people and had phone sex. I accepted whatever someone offered. But I love myself more, now.
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