I was having a difficult night. My friend’s 21st birthday and then we got drunk, and my gay friend brought up traumatic memories about his uncle and our dead friend and things just got a bit much for me. He was saying things like my hospitalization was false etc.
I am doing fine otherwise. I’m also frustrated because my new psychiatrist canceled on me, and yet I can’t cancel appointments when I can’t even get my car doors open because their iced over. It’s summer now, and I should be able to make appointments but I have to wait another month.
I just want to be successful and I don’t feel like I can accomplish my dreams.