- How long did u feeling flat go on for?
Iām a lot better than I was so I guess itās getting better.
I felt flat until a couple month after I started taking Cymbalta. So I felt flat for about 7 years I guess. I still do sometimes when Iām tired. Just like a blank stare, no emotion. But sometimes I feel things, I have the ability now.
Yeah my flatness lasted years to. Better now but donāt feel quite the same as before. Do you know if possible to make complete recovery?
I donāt think itās possible to go back to the way it was before. I think we are forever shaded by psychosis. Itās part of us now. But that doesnāt mean we canāt be happy and have a good life. We are just different than we were before. But after we see what we have seen it changes us.
Are u happy and have good life?
I am not happy. I wasnāt happy before I got sick. Iām just not a happy person Iām afraid. But I do have a pretty ok life. I am working on losing weight and when I get my weight down I think Iāll be a little happier.
Yeah I need to lose about three stone to. Was thinking of joining slimming world next week.
Sorry to hear your not happy.
I think that sounds great, is that a support group? Oh no worries, Iām ok, I have happy moments, itās not all bad, I guess I should say Iām never satisfied rather than say Iām not happy, maybe thatās more to the point.
Itās a weight loss group. They weight you every week and u have a chat about weight loss and diet.
Oh thatās like our American Weight Watchers. Yeah you should definitely do that. It would be great to have the support. Iām in a program called the Live Well program where I see a nutritionist every 2 weeks and a personal trainer twice a week and they are helping me with my weight loss and health goals. Itās not going that great, but Iām trying at least.
Yeah itās really hard losing weight isnāt it anyway but especially if your on meds and schizophrenic.
Yes the meds do make it hard. And right now not being able to walk on the treadmill until I get my heart checked is making it hard. But I get my heart checked on the 19th and then I hopefully should be able to start walking on the treadmill again, if everything is ok. Walking is good for weight loss. Thatās how I lost weight before.
Yeah walking is one exercise I donāt mind doing as well. I used to like swimming but donāt have energy for it anymore.
If you donāt mind me asking are you male or female whatās your weight and height?
I love swimming, I would like to take a swimming for seniors class but Iām no old enough. Iām a 52 year old female living in Northern California USA
I like to chat some
Iām 5ā2" 240lbs
Cool how r u? What u up to?