My meds make me so lazy, id like to adapt better has anyone else adapted and gone back to work?
Try Voluntary Work First. Test your Boundaries. That way, its more flexible if you cannot cope - and wont foul up your benefits.
I’m trying to find students to tutor, so officially I’m still on benefits; but there’s an allowance i can earn before they remove the benefits. So far I’ve had no luck
I don’t know if i have the motivation for it, but seen as i’m managing to study, i reckon I should be able to.
I’ve been working most of the last 42 years, sometimes full time but mostly part time.
I work but it does take a lot out of me
But doing something I really care about keeps me going
Personally I have nil motivation!
but motivation does not get you anything.
I used to listen to them day in and day out but neh!
I got a job just by pure luck. But I did put some effort to get up and show up to the interview. Other than that, once the HR called me to remind about an interview.
Now at work I pray the week should not end soon. Because I have no clue what to do on a weekend. If I engage in any activity, it will directly impact my thinking which will directly interfere with work. Then I say to self why am I even working?
I have all the wisdom in the world where I can control the most addictive substance people use to feel fulfilled. Dopamine which is excess. Why work and satisfy self later on, to reach the dopamine level which I already have.
Sometimes I feel this is really a silly world,
if we think about it.
Therefore don’t think much just think of the moment. And ask only one thing to your subconscious mind am I doing the right thing.