im bored which is not good for me
my voices get loud and visual hallucinations worse
its 10:30 to late to do anything but try and watch tv
everyone is asleep my mom bro and sis and even my dogs
i have to wait till 11 to sleep cause i gotta put the dogs out
i am doing good with my pup training is going great
she is going to be a great service dog
well if anyone is up and wants to talk hit me up
2 Likes
Aziz
July 11, 2022, 2:52am
2
I am waiting for my brother’s gf to go away, she’s been here for hrs. I am stuck in my room in bed. I want my freedom in my house!
i dont blame you
its your house kick her out lol
can they go in your brothers room
what time is it where you are @Aziz
Walk out into the living room naked…flap your arms…and belt out “I Believe I Can Fly!” That should chase the GF away.
3 Likes
Aziz
July 11, 2022, 2:57am
6
yoda123:
house
Sadly its my parents house. They’re downstairs 1st floor where the big TV is, I am on 2nd floor. I want to talk to my parents and watch TV. I was supposed to go with my parents visit my uncle before my brother and his gf arrived. I am mad.
Aziz
July 11, 2022, 2:57am
7
Its 11am now here in my part of Canada.
im sorry they messed up your plans
i would want to be able to watch the tv and converse with your parents too
did your parents go to your uncles with out you
i would be mad too
1 Like
Aziz
July 11, 2022, 3:02am
9
No of course they stayed to be and to talk with my brother and his gf.
1 Like
that is rude
do you know how long she will be there
can you still go to your uncles after she leaves
messed up though that they picked them over you
1 Like
Aziz
July 11, 2022, 3:07am
11
My parents always preferred my brothers over me as I am the mentally ill one. Its too late to go to my uncle also I can’t go on my own as I have no motivation, my parents motivate me.
2 Likes
Bowens
July 11, 2022, 3:08am
12
My parents always preferred my sisters to me as well, even before i was mentally ill. I’ve grown to accept it though.
2 Likes
Your parents are simply entertaining a guest…I wouldn’t take it personally. They all gotta live too, even though you have your own issues.
1 Like
im sorry they put you aside cause of mental illness
it sux u cant go to ur uncles
i understand the motivation i am the same
i have only motivation to train my puppy
to leave the house my mom and treatment team pushes me
1 Like
Aziz
July 11, 2022, 3:12am
15
Bowens:
mentally ill
I wasn’t normal even before my sz diagnosis at 21-22y.o., I think I got sz since I was a kid but positive symptoms appeared last at 15y.o., after negatives and cognitives.
2 Likes
ya i feel the same i showed signs of sz at 16 got diagnosed at 23
1 Like
@Bowens do you mind if i ask how old you were when diagnosed
Bowens
July 11, 2022, 3:19am
18
42 I think. Started getting psychotic about a year before that though.
1 Like
Aziz
July 11, 2022, 3:21am
19
Bowens:
42 I think
You had lots of time to enjoy life. I read that the earlier you get symptoms the worse is the prognosis.
1 Like
@Bowens you got it late how did it effect your life
did you have a family and job before
did you loose anything family or job