This is one i am working on for my friend Lana who lives in Croatia. This is her D&D toon.
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Thank you for not pressuring me to trust, like I said Iāll try my best! Lol if you were trying to sell me a beachfront condo there is no way Iād trust you 
Thatās horrible that you wiped your storage drive 
what do you mean by it lead you here though?
Lol I always get in trouble but I try to stay out of it. But what do you mean your kinda like a robot??
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I love skyrim! I have spent probably way too much time playing it 
what kind of character do you play??
Iād like to play dungeons and dragons but I donāt know anyone who plays it and Iāve never played it so idk where to start on that either 
but it looks like fun! So maybe someday
And are you sure youād do that for me?? I donāt want to like force you to make anything or burden you at allā¦ Iād love a character but just are you sure??
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Of course Kiddo, it would be my pleasure to do that and its not a burden. So, the HDD wipe lead me here cause i was extremely upset about it, for quite some time and well, i wanted to shake it off and look up things about why i couldnāt let it go, any symptoms i might be missing now that i am stable. I found this awesome place and well, i feel less upset.
I always play an archer, drives my partner crazy cause she is a Tolkien freak and loves hobbits and burglar rogue types. I am a kiter, you know, always moving while attacking and she hates that too.
Once we build up the trust between us, you might consider joining the D&D discord server. The folks we play with are in Canada, Croatia, Sweden, Scotland, Germany and my Partner is from Hong Kong. They would accept you right off the rip because, well, they love me and accept me because of the me I am, not the Me my disease makes me sometimes, especially Lady E, who calls me her big Brother and Poem, who is a Giant Swedish Viking teddy bears. We will see how it goes with the trusting each other thing and when you are ready, ill introduce you. Donāt sweat not knowing, most of the folks are new as well and they have fun. No one judges folks on anything other than the way they treat others, so you will be fine.
Finally, as far as the robot thing goes, sometimes, i have like this flat inflection when i talk, like flat effect only with my voice. Weird i know, but i am not an emotional person so it kind of matches me. I hope the invites and offers arenāt creepy or anything, i have issues with not knowing how i come across sometimes. I honestly didnāt know your gender until today and i am not that guy anyway. So, i am not here to do anything but make my life more enjoyable and help others too, Thatās it, i donāt want anything read into this like folks tend to do. Its sad that has to be disclosed, but i just worry.
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I used to draw a little. At different points Comic, anime, or fantasy art. But I wasnāt good at that.
My electronic music is ok. I make post-industrial music when I can be arsed to.
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Thank you very much Iāll try to think up a design! 
and it makes sense to me that you couldnāt let it go all that hard work just disappeared thatās always tough! Have you ever thought of posting it online like deviantart or tumblr? It might make it easier if something like this happened again? But even so Iām glad in a way that it brought you here!
Archers are always cool my dude! In Skyrim I normally play a rouge who mainly does archery and sneak attacks also i tend to be a bit of a kleptomaniac in that game
Iād be willing to once I know you a little better. But just let me know if I start bothering everyone or something. They sound like a fun bunch but Iām just always worried. Iāll try though!
Ok the robot thing makes more sense now I know somebody whose kinda like that so thatās fine! I just wasnāt sure what you meant exactly.
No the invites arenāt creepy at all itās not like you inviting me to your house or anything so itās very chill donāt worry about It! Tbh Iām kinda more surprised than anything.
But what about my gender? Is it ok with you? Like idk is it bad? I donāt want to bother anyoneā¦
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Brilliant, love Post-Industrial Music. 
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Noise, nothing about you is bad, it is all unique, there is only one of you and i cherish everyone for their uniqueness. Donāt sweat the bothering folks, folks have debates and sometimes they get heated, but you donāt turn your back on a person because they donāt agree with one or two of the myriad of ideals out there. Rogues are awesome, sneak attacks are fun, People are people and the labels folks assign are the bad thing. We are more than our labels, Iām not just a mentally ill person, i am so multifaceted that you cant label them all, so i am simply Kos, a total of all the individual traits and labels, just like you are more than gender, race, illness. So, nothing bothers me about a person besides character. Character is the sum and total of a persons choices. Meaning if you have made horrible choices, chances are you have horrible character, if you make decent choices, you are probably decent. And donāt dwell on your choices, it covers all the choices, like choosing to say hello to someone or take a chance and do something that makes you happy. Donāt worry about a time limit, I will hopefully be around for a good while, so there is always time. I hope you are having the best day ever BTW.
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Dude, i really like this, what program did you make it in?
FL Studio, but I use a lot of third party plugins. I use a lot of synthmaster, and for effects, wave and d16 plugins.
Not that Image Line Plugins arenāt good. Toxic Biohazard is pretty awesome.
and thanks!
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I always worry about bothering folks tbh my first thread was killing me cause of how many people were getting pissed at me. But Iām trying to get less worried about it. And thank you a lot of people I meet focus on one thing about me and decide that Iām a horrible person. Especially like my gender Iām glad that doesnāt matter to you though I was scared. Unfortunately my day is not being very fabulous today Iām sorry 
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Sorry to hear about that Friend. Want to talk about it? Well, a canāt toss stones at folks gender identity or sexuality, my partner is Pen and i am Ace soooooo, this pot calls no kettles anything lol.
@anon48059102 does digital graffiti.
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Duly noted and thanks @everhopeful, you rock!!!
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Kinda want to talk about it but I feel like I sort of consumed your thread. But I got pulled over and Iām seeing bugs everywhere long story short. And Iām ace too! Iām glad Iām not the only one 
Understood, was there anything positive that happened? Like a nice phone call or news about something you are excited about?
Not really my dude I couldnāt even win a round of overwatch today. Everythingās been bad or neutral today. Not to be a pessimist but itās really dragging me down. I mean this conversation is nice but I am worried that Iām creeping everyone outā¦
Noise, has anyone said āYou are creeping me outā to you? Its ok to have those feelings, but you have to be aware of the reality. I enjoy talking to everyone on this site, especially the folks i am getting to know. You donāt creep me out and you were having a bad day when you posted the other day. Please donāt let things overwhelm you. You saw folks are very honest here, they call out BS when the see it. So, as far as i can tell, folks like you. I really enjoy talking to you and feel you have a lot to offer someone with your experiences in life. As far as consuming the thread, well, rules arenāt being broken, we are having a civilized and meaningful conversation and folks can still post about Digital Art, and nobody thinks you are creeping them out. You are fine kiddo. So, here is a something to kick start some positivity in your dayā¦
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Iāve had people tell me that. Not today but people have told me that. Look my past has made me a bit hyper aware of how people perceive me. Iām glad I donāt creep you out but I do feel as though Iāve alienated quite a few people on this site already. Thank you for the positivity though it made me smile a bit