My mind is slow today, I feel dirty and nasty. This dysphoria sucks :[. Currently still sleepy after a long nap of 4 hours. I guess whats left to do is to take my pills to balance my chemicals. Then im off to sleep which I can’t wait, makes me happy to know I will be able to rest my sick head. Kind of ironic I feel down and depressed then feel happy for sleep. Anyway all I’ll be on for a while then heading off to sleep. Tonight is time for prayer or meditation, doesn’t matter, diary time , and end it off with a warm cup of milk. Thats about it, even though I have trouble deciding what to believe but that is beside the point. I make personal prayers about anything to anything just a part of my recovery I guesss, I’m rambling good night.
- Forlorn saint.