Hello everyone. I suffer from bad anhedonia. I get no joy out of anything. Whether it’s watching movies/tv, gym, sex, masturbation, talking with people. NOTHING BRINGS ME JOY. I feel so blank and joyless.
Happiness seems completely out of the picture but I would love to feel content.
I’m on risperidal (risperidone) injections. I read anhedonia can be caused by antipsychotics but i can’t stop taking my medicine.
Does anyone else experience this? What are the treatment options? Can antidepressants help? Has anyone tried ECT therapy?
Please help. I just want to feel like a normal human being, at least the closest I can to one.
I’m on Risperdal also and feel little Joy.
Eating certain comfort foods satisfies me, but I experience very little Joy listening to music or watching TV as examples.
I feel dead on the inside.
Antidepressants can help some people but it would make me Manic and crazier!
From the French Wikipedia page about antipsychotics“:
By reducing monoaminergic activity, neuroleptics (antipsychotics) decrease the intensity of emotions: fear, joy, anger, love, desire, combativity, others. They slow down the psyche, including imaginative and intuitive functions. […] Under neuroleptics, the facets of the patient’s personality can be altered.”
For everybody who can read French, the quote that I gave you is accessible in this Wikipedia page:
Mode precisely here’s what is written: En réduisant l’activité monoaminergique, les neuroleptiques diminuent l’intensité des émotions : peur, joie, colère, amour, désir, combativité, autres. Ils ralentissent le psychisme, notamment les fonctions imaginatives et intuitives (ils permettent ainsi de réduire les symptômes psychotiques et maniaques. […] Sous neuroleptiques, les facettes de sa personnalité peuvent être modifiées.
Since I don’t think I’m schizophrenic, psychotic or have mania, if I’m emotionless and have a low libido, it is only because of the antipsychotic! This is really bad!
I don’t need the antipsychotic effects that allows it to cure mania and psychosis. That explains all the side effects I’m having.
The same thing happened to me except I was taking Zyprexa (instead of Risperdal) when I developed anhedonia. Prior to the Zyprexa, I had taken Abilify without any relevant side effects. My hedonic state/motivational drive on Abilify was comparable with that when I wasn’t taking medication (perfect). Then I was taken off Abilify and given Zyprexa and I’ve had lingering anhedonia ever since - even long after stopping the Zyprexa. Despite switching back to Abilify, my anhedonia persists and remains refractory.
The following is what I have found beneficial with my own anhedonia: Concerta, Ritalin, and Dexedrine Spansules.