Anhedonia (lack of joy)

Hello everyone. I suffer from bad anhedonia. I get no joy out of anything. Whether it’s watching movies/tv, gym, sex, masturbation, talking with people. NOTHING BRINGS ME JOY. I feel so blank and joyless.

Happiness seems completely out of the picture but I would love to feel content.

I’m on risperidal (risperidone) injections. I read anhedonia can be caused by antipsychotics but i can’t stop taking my medicine.

Does anyone else experience this? What are the treatment options? Can antidepressants help? Has anyone tried ECT therapy?

Please help. I just want to feel like a normal human being, at least the closest I can to one.

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How was it before you were on injections?

I remember having joy. It seems as though my anhedonia was caused by the medicine…

Did you try different APs?

No, this is the only AP I’ve been on

How long have you been on injections? What does your psychiatrist think about your situation?

its a negative symptom of sz. im not sure how much antipsychotics influence it, but they do cause low libido.

Couple of years. Psychiatrist doesn’t know but I’m going to talk about it next time. Do you experience this?

Yeah I know. Do you experience anhedonia?

I experience some ‘sparks’ of ‘joy’, I’m not on aps because I’ve never been full blown sz.

Ohh okay. I see.

I’m on Risperdal also and feel little Joy.
Eating certain comfort foods satisfies me, but I experience very little Joy listening to music or watching TV as examples.
I feel dead on the inside.

Antidepressants can help some people but it would make me Manic and crazier!

I know what you mean. It sucks big time!

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From the French Wikipedia page about antipsychotics“:

By reducing monoaminergic activity, neuroleptics (antipsychotics) decrease the intensity of emotions: fear, joy, anger, love, desire, combativity, others. They slow down the psyche, including imaginative and intuitive functions. […] Under neuroleptics, the facets of the patient’s personality can be altered.”

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If that’s true then this really sucks. Either go psychotic or be dead inside…

It depends, if it is ‘pure’ sz you are already half-dead inside…

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For everybody who can read French, the quote that I gave you is accessible in this Wikipedia page:

Mode precisely here’s what is written:
En réduisant l’activité monoaminergique, les neuroleptiques diminuent l’intensité des émotions : peur, joie, colère, amour, désir, combativité, autres. Ils ralentissent le psychisme, notamment les fonctions imaginatives et intuitives (ils permettent ainsi de réduire les symptômes psychotiques et maniaques. […] Sous neuroleptiques, les facettes de sa personnalité peuvent être modifiées.

Since I don’t think I’m schizophrenic, psychotic or have mania, if I’m emotionless and have a low libido, it is only because of the antipsychotic! This is really bad! :disappointed:

I don’t need the antipsychotic effects that allows it to cure mania and psychosis. That explains all the side effects I’m having.

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The same thing happened to me except I was taking Zyprexa (instead of Risperdal) when I developed anhedonia. Prior to the Zyprexa, I had taken Abilify without any relevant side effects. My hedonic state/motivational drive on Abilify was comparable with that when I wasn’t taking medication (perfect). Then I was taken off Abilify and given Zyprexa and I’ve had lingering anhedonia ever since - even long after stopping the Zyprexa. Despite switching back to Abilify, my anhedonia persists and remains refractory.

The following is what I have found beneficial with my own anhedonia: Concerta, Ritalin, and Dexedrine Spansules.

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So those medicines have helped?