Do I have DID? What could be causing this blackouts? I feel someone very angry and malicious is taking control of me and I can’t stop him or her. I mean I have always had the tendency to create imaginary friends and one of my delusions revolved about people taking control of me. Are they multiple entities or just one person? I’m very screwed if they decide to f*k me up since I can’t see a doctor until july. maybe everything will be alright and i’m just being my usual anxious self, was I really an MK ultra victim? I’m as a mad as a hatter.
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As a matter of fact I don’t remember a lot of my first psychotic episode.
Whats not so funny is that same friend got pretty much disturbed by me later and I don’t even know why.
What antipsychotic are you on ?
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My risperidone tablets have been split now. I’m unemployed and just studying, so I had to take that.
What does that mean ?
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I take half the tablet which would be like 1.5 mg i’f i’m correct, along with two full carbamazepine 200mg tablets.
Did your doctor tell you to do that?
Are the tablets “scored”, i.e. do they have a line on them for splitting them?
Yes
Yes they do. I seemed very recovered.
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I’m not having hallucinations that I know of, for now.
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When I was on seroquel I felt I had blackouts, but could never prove it.
I haven’t heard of risperidone causing them, but you never know…
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I asked someone whom I trust a lot if they have ever seen personality changes on me and she said yes but she thought It was normal because of my condition but then I got upset so we changed the topic. My Doctor also said that my psychiatric symptoms are connected to my autism when I last saw her. I trust this doctor because she got rid of my anxiety but why am I having damn blackouts suddenly after a long time of not having them? my brain is so messed up.
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