Missed some of my anti depressants can’t remember the last time I had them I see my gp in a week I think … I’m not sure what to do I’m trying to take my clozapine but it’s hard I’m not sure if I hearing voices or not … I’m questioning the world and everything that is in it … I’m scared of what my family will say if they find out I will get treated like a child… nights are really hard I think too much I think about bad things… nights can be really lonely sometimes I feel sorry for everyone around me having to deal with me in their lives …nights are sometimes scary my thoughts frighten me …
I’m worried about seeing my doctor they will just yell at me and tell me I’m being stupid
I really feel like I’m not understood and people want to get rid of me
I don’t know anymore
Thanks
T