I was very low before but am rationalising things better now. I get so exhausted from positive symptoms.
Is really frustrating going off the rails earlier because about 3 days ago I was thinking how good I felt.
Part of my think clozapine is the way forward. But where i live you have to go to the ward for 6-8 weeks to start it. I think that would really upset me
Anyway thanks all for the help and support. I love our little community.