I know, I’m bumping a pretty old topic but I’m experiencing the same thing as OP since I’m under medication.
I used to have racing thoughts that was causing anxiety but now since I’m under medication my mind is kind of blank, It’s weird, it’s like I can’t think clearly and the “little voice” in my head doesn’t seem to work
You know, when you’re reading something there’s a kind of inner voice that you hear in your head, I’ve lost it, my mind is completly blank, it’s like I can’t “hear” my thoughts
I don’t know if it’s related to some dopamine blockade or high level in serotonin in the brain because when I stopped Invega Sustenna everything stopped, (didn’t take any other medication excepted high dose of buspiron to deal with anxiety), my thoughts were back but I was thinking pretty fast that led me to be hospitalized again.
But it’s weird, when I started zuxclopixol my thoughts slowed down, I was feeling fine, but for a short time only, anxiety struck back (I was on low dose of buspiron when I’ve been hospitalized) , my pdoc prescrived me Escitalopram to deal with those (which I stopped as of today) and then my thoughts progressively started to disappear, again, I don’t know if it’s due to the neuroleptic or the antidepressant.
I only stopped my antidepressant a few weeks ago, today I’m under Abilify and this is the only medication I take now, but even if it’s a half dopamine agonist my thoughts are still not back and it’s really annoying.
I don’t consider myself as dumb, but the fact I’ve lost this capacity makes things kinda complicated, especially when it comes to learn new things and remember them.
I don’t want to stop my treatment as I did before, but I’d like to know where is this coming from and how is this called.
I’ve made some researches on the Internets, found only some topics that are describing (as this one) what I’m experiencing but nobody have a goddamn clue about what is this symptom that I’d discribe as a negative one, but not listed as one
Do peoples under Abilify are experiencing the same thing as me or it’s just my brain that is completly f*cked up ?