Every bit of a time I get the feeling that I shouldn’t be here on this site. Specially on a days when I don’t feel so great.
Compared to stuff others are going through most of my problems look rather trivial.
So I just want to say sorry to you all and without making it dramatic ( sorry again if it looks like I am) to promise I will stick to
private chats and threads.
It is really about priorities and cleanliness. I think it’s a good decision.
I really don’t need any reply on this but tnx anyway.
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i hope you are okay
hug
take care 
Hey, you’re useful here. You offer support and the normie point of view which I find helpful. I love it when I get a “like” from you.
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I feel the same way, Sara D. When I look at what’s at stake for so many of the people here when they grapple with their delusions vs what’s at stake for me, I feel like a joke.
You have been so helpful and so supportive here. And even when you aren’t being deliberately supportive, even when you’re chatting, you’re helping people. Just socializing casually is such a big step forward in recovery for so many of us.
Don’t think you don’t belong. You’ve been through psychosis and you fight every day for your recovery. You struggle with issues that warp your sense of reality and convince you of terrible untruths. That’s what this place is for, for us to help each other with that.
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if you leave…i will go more insane than i am now… 
i don’t know if that is actually possible…i am a nut 
i will become then a bag of nuts
from the world of nutters
i will be nut-tastically bonkers…
you have helped this nut heaps…
take care
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I’m allergic to nuts, Sara. My safety depends on you making sure @darksith doesn’t become an entire bag of sith nuts.
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You bring much needed life and intelligence to the forums. It’s all to rare nowadays.
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if Sarad leaves…
i will turn into 
the menacing one
’ darth nut ’ or the latin term ’ darth nuticus '
" hahahahahahahahahaha " 
( slightly menacing laugh 
!?! )
take care
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I don’t think you should minimize your problems. Your problems probably look trivial to you because you have had to live with them for so long. You might have gotten bored with them, but they aren’t trivial. You’re perfectly welcome on this site. I’ve always found your comments helpful and interesting.
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I think you’re more than welcomed here. I don’t think your problems are trivial at all, don’t minimize them please.
You still have a lot of life in front of you, change is not that uncommon. Things will turn for the best, I’m sure.
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Thank you all so much, it means more than you can imagine.
(( I’ll always be here just won’t contaminate the public space. ))
What’s wrong @sarad ?
I like your presence here. You seem to be a kind person and I’m glad to communicate with you
If my problems seem like a lot I’d be surprised… I truly believe I’m more sane than most. The reason I trust that is because I can admit I might be wrong. @sarad you’ve comforted me a handful of times and I appreciate you sharing your views here. Please do what makes you happy. Hugs 
It’s been a strange lately. I’m going from excitement and joy to misery and wishing to be dead within a day. (What are the freaking meds for!). Still, it has nothing to do with schizophrenia.
Thank you Huck Finn, you’re a good dude.
I can relate to those feelings. I took welbutrin for a bit and it calmed my suicidal rages. Currently I take sarcosine if I’m low and it seems to elevate my mood… feel better sweetie . You help many people here,… I don’t think anyone cares of a technicality and you do much good for people here so I hope you continue here Sara . Hugs
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Some of us are introverts and some are extroverts. There is no such thing as a meaningless post on here if it helps the original poster.
As I’m more of an introvert, I don’t post as much as some on here. However, I find myself reading through various posts as there are lots of things I can relate to.
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A lot of us battle mood disorders also. It is totally relevant. Also, you just made a huge life change, and now is when you should be reaching out for extra support. Don’t close off now, because the best way for us to change our lives is to make ourselves accountable to others and have their support.
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And the best way your brain knows to keep you from getting better is convincing you that you don’t deserve that support.
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being serious ;
- have your symptoms improved since being on the site…i would say yes.
- it is not a competition as to who should be on this site ’ based ’ on their symptoms.
- yes you don’t have sz…but you have a psychotic illness…and i have watched peoples diagnoses change many times including my own.
- don’t leave this site because you feel unwanted or undeserving…leave because you don’t need the site anymore.
- the days when you don’t feel great is precisely why the site is here…we support each other…whether a flare up from a ’ symptom '…or a death of a family pet
we are all here for each other.
as the three wise musketeers once said ; 
" all for one and one for all, united we stand divided we fall "
" HUZZAH " 
take care
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I won’t leave the site. Who ever leaves The Site.? 
I’m just moving to the background. ( mafia secret threads, secret girl’s society, bisexuals secret club etc…strange allergies secret group…ok I made up that one.)
(( Priorities. Cleanliness))
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