crazy
full blown
Lazy
sinking stone
no hope
no life
no working zone
crazy, lazy, full blown
i wish
but what?
a life
not this mental knot
a cradle for my thoughts
i wish but i have not
a cry for what i have not got
i cry for what is sought
this life
so dear to me
my brain
a fantasy
my thoughts
a recurring dream
why me i say, why not it seems
my life, my dreams
my soul
an empty hole
my spirit
a shadow of myself
my god the shining sun
lift me up, dont be an echo on the wall
lift me up to your eternal gaze
your love, my goal.