Despite the popular rumor going around the board, I did not relapse by taking magic mushrooms 2 nights ago …okay maybe that wasn’t a rumor but I’m proud to be 50 days completely sober, now that its passed midnight…taking my meds 100% as prescribed…!!!
and @77nick77 was right, it can always get better. i was still annoyed by the lady at AA who said “don’t worry it gets better! :sadface:” when I was 35 days sober…when it wasn’t bad at all. but it has gotten even better since then! life is good!
Keep it up. Stick with it. Do the things that people suggest in meetings to stay sober. It will get easier to stay sober as time goes on and the more clean time that you accumulate the stronger you will get. I’ve got to get my ass to a meeting too. It’s been a long time. Congrats on 50 days. That’s really quite an accomplishment.
I haven’t drank alcohol in eight months, but I abused some caffeine recently. I took two 200 mg pills of caffeine and drank two cups of coffee, with a tablespoon of instant coffee in each one. I don’t know if that counts as a relapse or not. I did need the caffeine to make it through the day because I had gotten my days and nights turned around on the weekend.
Good work ! I was a prodigeous beer drinker and we are inundated these days with beer commercials during 90 degree days. It is a good fight and each day we are sober is a VICTORY !!