Some very educated people can get a kick out of humiliating and embarrassing me by asking things I cannot answer.
I forgot things I learnt at school but can luckily still read and write etc
It can be people close to me who consciously do it.
My father on paper screamed at a cafe that his could I not know what s aorta is cause I said it was heart start he said it’s in the hand.
It is very common for him to do that.
I have had boyfriends do that to me .
They ask heaps of questions I can not answer even if I know the answer I can still not answer .
I never thought my bf would do it as I asked him not too and told him how awful I think it is.
But he said flour is s vegetable and said where does it come from I had wheat in my head I said I do not know.
I had one ask about liquorice and I knew but could not answer.
Another man asked me what country the flag is he showed and I started crying.
I told my bf I am like retarded and schizo .
I got really sad because I never thought he would do that.
My father on paper does it often and gets a kick out of it .
Some people get turned on by doing that to someone.
When I was dating I did avoid some professions.
One man was a Dr and another had heaps of public events .
They were not compatible anyway.
I told them I can not remember things including education.
My father on paper asked me about space things and he always is loud about saying I am stupid.
My boyfriend asked me about Stars and I did not know.
I hate feeling so retarded.
Sometimes I get poor speach and sometimes I go mute.
I told some people to keep it simple when they talk to me but I think they get such a kick putting down as someone who knows nothing and is dumb and retarded.
Some people get turned on by it and others just get a kick.
I studied aged care and it took me two years to complete it.
Took me many years of failure to get license.
I went one year to agricultural college.
I went to human university and got good marks on maths test.
I did not know my times table but could still count all they gave me.
Then I heard a woman screaming she will not let me and that I’m ugly inside and out and she is better and I quit.
I wagged school a lot.
By myself when I was younger.
I think it depends on the smart person and how they treat people.
Maybe they are sensitive and do keep it simple which can still be nice.
I think a big breasted educated woman may attract my man and stimulate him but I am his woman and girlfriend and he loves me and is great to and with me.
This is another reason I avoid people and socialising.
Because I can not keep up nor understand what they are saying or speak much.
The other reason is delusions and paranoia and symptoms.
But it is so embarrassing and can feel devistating .
My boyfriend is incredibly talented and smart and great and he is so good to me but he did ask things and I really wanted him to not ask such things.
I can be around some educated and smart people because some of them are understanding and respectful and keep it simple to not exclude or hurt etc
It is possible for you to have a educated smart man but just ask him to be gentle with you if that is what you want or not talk in some ways to you.
I know of educated people who have partners who are not educated.
A family member of mine is very educated and his wife left school and was house wife and attended fancy dinners.
She is a toughi I think she stood up for herself and so did he I think.
Another woman criticised she was wearing a tight dress to a fancy business dinner despite being chubby and the others were all dressed differently.
She is a great woman but his family put her down a bit for not being educated.
I think she was a biker and worked ata bar then she is working now since they moved to another country.
There are educated people who have happy marriages with people who are not educated and even with disabled people.