we’re Gladiators we fight battles no one knows noting about…
yep! Lots of nights. Thankfully I’m taking rexulti which helps with those terrible thoughts.
my dreams are better than when im awake so yes, i dont really wanna die but i also dont want to live like how i have been living forever
No at one stage when the suffering was really bad but now I’ve survived I want to keep going
Depends what’s happening the next day…
No but I wish to go to sleep and wake up again.
I used to feel like that when I first became unwell… I thought the sleeping pills would kill me in my sleep…
As my illness progressed I felt like I needed to go to sleep, as any day was better than the terrifying day before!
These days I just wish I could have a normal sleeping pattern!
Ever? Yes. Currently? No.
I’ve felt that way in the past. I still think about suicide occasionally, but not that often.