Just curious…
Nope.
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we’re Gladiators we fight battles no one knows noting about…
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yep! Lots of nights. Thankfully I’m taking rexulti which helps with those terrible thoughts.
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my dreams are better than when im awake so yes, i dont really wanna die but i also dont want to live like how i have been living forever
No at one stage when the suffering was really bad but now I’ve survived I want to keep going
Depends what’s happening the next day…
No but I wish to go to sleep and wake up again. 
I used to feel like that when I first became unwell… I thought the sleeping pills would kill me in my sleep…
As my illness progressed I felt like I needed to go to sleep, as any day was better than the terrifying day before!
These days I just wish I could have a normal sleeping pattern!
Ever? Yes. Currently? No.
I’ve felt that way in the past. I still think about suicide occasionally, but not that often.