I’m not a doctor but it also could be pyschotic depression. And I think everyone gets bored this time of the year, but you definitely need meds if you’re having delusions and paranoia. That’s how mine all started.
Here this place I use has 2for 1 vitamin D but it still $34 +tax for 2 bottles. My mom buys me them for me so idk if it’s expensive for 124 vitamin D capsules or not
I’ve lost a lot of interest in things, but I still like goofing off on the internet so I’m handling winter ok. I’m looking into making a coin, and sculpting the blank so I’ve been filling my time looking into that.
I’ve always liked art, but I lost interest in drawing, I’m just happy I still have any passion for any kind of art still.
Yes, as @John_Raven said, maybe you have Psychotic Depression. Might explain why you’re feeling so listless, and also why you have paranoid ideation. Are you going to see your pdoc soon? I would mention how you’re feeling and see if they have any suggestions for you.