Some years ago, I got Risperdal, the older drugs and, I got quite high Prolactin, I felt really bad . . After many years, of feeling like that, I threatened my nurses and, social - workers to leave my apartment as, I’d been complaining about side - effects for years, they’d told me, that’s just psychosis . . And, I found proof they’d not been telling the truth, this book . . I threatened them and, told them to leave, I bought two wooden chair - legs and, called them ’ Minister of Health ’ and, ’ Minister of Justice ', wrote that on them, told them if they came back, there’d be a scuffle . . I didn’t beat them, hurt them, I just said to get out, of my apartment, never come back . . This book, said Prolactin ’ causes Maternal behavior ’ . .
I didn’t fight any-one or, punch anyone . . I just told them to leave, if they tried to enter my apartment, since I had no court order, they’d get what they asked for, a beating . . They called the police and, I was forcibly admitted, for a year in Brønderslev, Denmark . . During that year I convinced them I wasn’t psychotic but, had mania . . So, they put me on Valproate, a mood - stabilizer . . I was discharged freely and, things were looking good, my new drug didn’t give me any side - effects I could feel or, notice . . On Valproate, I was happy . . Then, I take a shower and feel, my nuts have gotten smaller, my testicles . . I run to my laptop, google Prolactin and ’ Testicular atrophy ', and it says, Prolactin does that . . I think I’m dead, get very suicidal, I threaten my doctor and, all Hell breaks lose . . They tell me, ’ Testicular atrophy ’ isn’t a side - effect, from any of the drugs, you’re on, you’re just psychotic . .
I google Valproate ( in Denmark, ’ Delepsine ’ ) and, 5 - 6 article appear, on from 2003, which my new Psychiatrist has said, is a good article, says ’ Valproate causes ’ Testicular atrophy ’ with over 99 % scientific certainty ’ . . Another article, from 2014 says the exact same thing . .
When I was admitted and, thought they’d castrated me, killed me . . I was very scared and, sad . . That was when I punched a nurse and, pushed my doctor, so he fell . . At any point, I tried to punch some workers, but missed and, kicked a window in . . That all happened in the week after I found out I’d been pharmaceutically castrated, my entire world imploded and, exploded . .
It’s only after I’ve found all these articles, my doctors take me seriously . . And, we were in court 28-06-2019 . . There the new doctor I have said, the articles and, boks I’ve found are really good, very good . . And, all the workers where I live, except the ’ bitching, bother-some old ones ', there’s always a few, it seems, from experience . . Any-way, bygones . . . . Both my new Psychiatrist and, all the decent, honest workers have said, they don’t think I’m crazy . . They under-stand, it was side - effects that made me react, go angry . . If I hadn’t found these articles, they’d just tell every-one I was crazy, had delusions about medicines . . But, now they’ve admitted they were wrong, my new Psychiatrist even said it, in a preliminary court meeting, before a judge . .
My life and, my future is hanging in a thin thread, I’ve also asked the Danish FDA, can these drugs cause Testicular atrophy, in particular, in combination . . They’ve replied, we can’t deny that, the science is good, true . .
So, that’s why I’m going back to court, to try and get my Forced medication order ’ Appealed ’ and, Removed . .
At least my mom and, sister know I’m not crazy . . My sister is a Ph. D., in Denmark . . She can read the articles too, and my mom knows the Doctors lied, through their pants . .
