My x and his dogs in sa, my former stepmother, my parents a bit , my horse, loved ones.
Good every day people .
Some famous people I adore too.
I can admire animal rights activists and environment activists and it can bring tears to my eyes .
But my x in sa I admire and love most and hold so high but he is right winged and we disagree on animal and environment issues but he is the best man I know anyway.
He is a hero firefighter and a boss.
Best leader and down to earth too (not spacey like me ).
My former manager does well and love her n others I volunteer with.
Seinfeld gang because they are funny.
I digg Greta thunberg and Leonardo DiCaprio and others standing for environment and animals.
Leonardo also has a perfect charisma and great to look at too.
I digg a gay family just because I love seeing their film clips.
I have a girl crush on Tammy (chelcie Lynn).
New guy I met seems admirable and gives a fu ck.
I wonder if I’m smart enough to be his friend.ha ha ha I believe in the intelligence of the soul n spirit beyond brain smartness or education.
Sometimes a friend can just think you are nice and that’s enough you don’t have to be intellectually compatible to be friends.i don’t think I believe in intelligence the way society does.
When I was a child I loved Madonna and how she stood up for women rights etc but in my old age I feel she has strict views she wants to force on me.
Sandra the woman who made me and my mum vegan.
She is someone I admire but I don’t agree with her in all regards.
She is a anti vaccer and I’m not but I am against animal testing and the animals should atleast get care workers and doted on they need comfort after such trauma.
I want to be a activist and admire those who are but with love not with hate.
My x in sa has pain and difficulties and still does wonders.
He and my former stepmother have given me kindness and understanding I think and not been hard on me.
My parents could not understand me or love me as much as I wanted them to.
There was a music teacher I met called djordge and I adored him and immediately idolised and loved him even though I only met him a few times.
There was something magnificent about him.
He was a mentor of a guy I was seeing.
I can’t say more famous idols but when I’m in the same room as them I feel it immediately and I feel comfortable with them and full of love and admiration for who and all they are and sometimes what they do too.
My mum didn’t want me to have idols but she wanted me to want high education and appreciate those who have it but I think it depends on the individual and their soul n spirit and all of who they are.
I know I idolise some people that I can’t remember right now.
Why can’t I remember them right now.